Honestly I wish people knew I know I'm ugly ?
honestly I'm starting to not care. The reason why I don't care because think about it from my perspective. I've been made to feel ugly my whole entire life. I've always felt like a monster. Honestly I think it's funny how all of you are tired of me saying I'm ugly but don't have a problem calling me ugly yourselves. It's like every time I go on here or Grindr it's always the same thing. No blacks , no ugliest, just every single way they can think of to call me disgusting. I get called racist slurs , being referred to as a "jungle Monkey" and constantly getting racially profiled. Constantly getting ignored and constantly getting rejected, it's like I don't even exist at all. The sad part is it doesn't stop here. Having to constantly have hate and disgust inflected is never enough and I'm just tried. Constantly having to deal with racism, colorism, bullying, harassment and just the constantly weight of having to move through life is just exhausting and honestly I just can't deal. So you people might not like this post, you might just down vote me or leave mean nonsensically comments, but what u need to realize is that I'm tired too. More tired than you could possibly imagine.