I miss her so much and have no way to talk to her. I’m overwhelmed right now and don’t know what to do. I can’t do my hw because I’m fucking crying my heart out. She left without saying goodbye and I see her everyday. It’s like I’m dragging this with me I can’t fucking shake it. It’s making me crazy. I have nobody to talk to.
She left without saying goodbye 2x. I waited a month and a half. Just nothing. I’ve cried tried to reachout just nothing. I have a date with a really nice girl. Fuck it. Fuck her. No going back.
I give up. I begged to just talk to her and try to resolve this and just nothing. She didn’t tell me to stop texting her or it’s over just nothing. How can you just leave someone and say nothing after months of being so happy. She seems like she wants to talk to me but something in her isn’t letting her. It’s torture when I see her all the time.
I give up. I begged to just talk to her and try to resolve this and just nothing. She didn’t tell me to stop texting her or it’s over just nothing. How can you just leave someone and say nothing after months of being so happy.
I live on a military base and fell in love with a girl. She broke things off because she didn’t want a relationship. We did everything together like we already were. I see her everyday and she even tries to play on my soccer team. In the past I have avoided a person when we broke up but now it’s like I see her and if she’s with a guy I get mad. I don’t know what to do. Its like I’m trapped in prison with someone who doesn’t want me and I still love her. She seems like she wants to talk to me but she never reaches out or says anything. She also left without saying anything. The silence is deafening. It hurts me everytime I see her and how she just doesn’t care and moved on. I pushed my friends away because of my sadness. I tried to get her to just talk to me over text and nothing. She just left me on read. It’s an impossible situation. I feel worthless.
She fucking ruined me. Wouldn’t commit then going off with a guy who was just a friend. Doing all the things she never would with me with this snake who I knew was trying to get with her. I hate the world.
How do you move on when she just avoids you and ghosts you. This past month she seemed interested but said she likes where she is at and can’t be my girlfriend. She did gf things with me for months. Couldn’t be emotionally available now it’s just silence.
She never said goodbye or that she didn’t want to be with me.
I’m fighting the urge to text her it’s been 3 days. I texted her for a week and half like an idiot and tried to call her hoping she’d pickup. She left me on read and never answered. She shows up to pickup soccer and plays with me and never says anything. How can you say nothing and just leave me in despair. At least have the courage to say stop trying to contact me it’s over. At least I would be able to say ok. I’m going to leave you alone now and move on. I loved her and she never wanted a relationship. We were doing everything a relationship does. Holding hands at the mall, walking the beach, driving to cool places, listening to music had the top off the jeep. Her hair always blowing in the wind she tried to hold it always it was so funny. All I wanted was security that she was committed to me and that her going off with some guy isn’t cheating. I don’t want an open relationship. I am loyal and the person I give my heart to should not be allowed to entertain other guys. This has caused problems at my job I lot focus. She ghosted me for a month then came back saying how she missed me we hungout played soccer on the beach drove all over listening to music again just talking. Why. Why. Why. I’ll never FUCKING understand. She couldn’t even end it with me. Just “I don’t want a relationship I can’t be emotionally available.” So then tell me straight up to stop talking to you. She lets me spill my heart out and seems like she wants to be with me but something from her past is causing her to just fucking not want me. How can you do all this to me and then just stomp my heart out. I’m not perfect but I never treated her bad the only times I got mad were when I thought she was hanging with a couple guys who told me to my face they liked her and wanted to get with her. Like she’s free game and some whore. She was my girl that I loved and anything she did made me happy. Hearing her voice was enough. I’ve never loved someone so much so deeply and the sexual stuff was not even the priority. It was like I made a best friend and had a lover as a little something extra. I love her for her? Why. I do not know. We would stare at the stars talk about our dreams our home. I’m a sensitive person I had a rough childhood abusive dad crazy sister. Always belittling me like I was worthless. This has reignited those feelings and torn me to fucking pieces. It’s been 3 days I’m not texting her anymore. I almost did today. I almost talked to her at pickup soccer. I feel like a fucking creep. How can I feel this way when I was so important in her life just a month ago? She never said stop or anything else? Like she wants me to prove something I thought she was the one. I curse romance I’m never giving my heart again.
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We spent 3 months together most of the time and she made me so happy. She would not commit kept me on the side hungout with other guys. All I wanted was a chance with her and she left. She has had me unblocked and just doesn’t respond and does not seem to care. She went a whole month without saying a word to me. A couple weeks ago she met me and said how she was sorry and missed all these little things about me. Then we spent the day together and I was happy again. Just for her to end the day with another I can’t be your girlfriend. I can’t get her out my head I feel empty and it’s causing issues at my job. How can you just leave someone
and not even say goodbye. How do I move on when she won’t even respond clearly cared about me I just don’t understand. I had fallen in love with her and we did so much together it felt like a movie. Someone tell me I’m an idiot for trying to fight for this. I know I need to cut off contact it will ruin me.