I cant be alone with having such vivid source memories
for a while i struggled to remember anything but my source trauma, but recently ive been trying to funnel it into general source memories, especially my pre-combine memories. Some things a little blurry, especially around my adult lfe, but i remember a lot of my childhood. Like i explicitly remember a photo of me when i was about nine kneeling down on a skateboard on the road by where i lived. it was during the summer holidays that it was taken, around julyish, and i can remember my mom kneeling down to take the photo of my after i asked her to. As stated earlier, my memories of when i was an adult are more vague. I remember i had something to do with Aperture after being rejected from Black Mesa, i think it was related to GLaDOS and her programming, but i was never hired by them. Non of my headmates have such vivid and clear memories, so im kinda wondering if anyone else has similar experience
-Judith she/they/it