I don’t know if it’s because I’m a woman so I understand the physiology better, but I sometimes just turn a member into a woman version of them. It’s never really my intention, but their character, both male and female, changes a bit and eventually is not really rooted in a fanfiction. Does anyone do this?
I have men I want murdered by my hands and it makes me upset I can’t do it. It also makes me upset how they get the benefit of the doubt and that I get the, that’s just men, learn and grow up.
I’m 24f and I've noticed that older men are often quite rude, probably much ruder than gen-z men. Recently, I decided to leave the house and go into nature, and I noticed how rude older men were. They wouldn't open the door, hold it, or expect me to move to the other side of the street. They would walk farther away when I passed or would walk in another direction. I always leave the house with makeup, medium wavy styled hair usually, I’m skinny and dress decently, and known to have a sad/mean/unapproachable girl vibe. It’s just something I’m starting to really internalize because it’s always older men who make leaving to enjoy the world a bad experience. I do live in California so this could probably be some form of treatment towards minorities given the state demographics. I’m starting to think maybe a girl like me is considered something negative to men. I also have some dissatisfying dating experiences with men (gen-z older/much older), they are always bitter and mean. It’s frustrating because I got here in 2002, like what are you on? You should be nice to me especially if we are dating, I should always be happy.