r/astrosignature

I lost my soul dog nearly 8 months ago and it’s been the most heartbreaking thing I have ever ever been through. It was sudden and unexpected. I like to believe I didn’t get to say goodbye because Like I believe he will come back to me. I don’t understand a lot of this!Please any help!

I’m having a hard time right now

For context I was in a dark place for over a year and lost a lot of my confidence, and then I suddenly met who I think is a fated for me, I was so ashamed of being unprepped I mostly just showed a mask and treated her differently, now that I'm in a better place I lost the mask and confessed, maybe she got overwhelmed or didn't feel the same and slammed her door.

Now that I'm in a better place I'm on a dillema I believe I can wait her out I have the patience and understanding along with the right mindset, but this venture doesn't show me if the ROI will be worth it.

On the other hand due to being in a great place there's an impatient side in me, that's saying just leave everything behind and start a new, You're in an important crossroad of life. This is the chance you have been waiting for all those times.

What do I do?

I don't know her chart nor will I post it if I do, I'm just in a dillema on which would I regret more, do I wait again or do I strike?