u/AntZealousideal6741

just confessed about my ocd to the guy i like

gosh im so anxious like im shaking right now

so i have this guy friend that i have a crush on and we were talking so he joked about that i have ocd and i should get it checked

and i hate people who joke about ocd like it genuinely destroyed my life and i cant even handle thinking about ocd or hearing its name anymore, remembering ocd triggers me bad

so i just laughed it out but i couldn’t stop thinking about it, so after 10 hours i sent him: “fr though it just crossed my mind, do u think its because of ocd? because i actually have it lmao”

idk if this is a compulsion but i felt the need to send it and i genuinely wanna know whats he gonna do if he actually gets to know about it so i tried to tell him about it in an undirected way

idk whats the point of posting this but i feel like i need to share it with someone im so anxious right now did i do wrong by sending him this?

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u/AntZealousideal6741 — 8 hours ago

irig isnt working!

i just got a whole setup for irig instead of amp but when i tried using tonebridge no sound is coming out? what do i do

i have headphones on and im on ios

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u/AntZealousideal6741 — 1 day ago

irig isnt working!

i just got a whole setup for irig instead of amp but when i tried using tonebridge no sound is coming out? what do i do

i have headphones on and im on ios

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u/AntZealousideal6741 — 1 day ago

how much really is the katana 50 gen 3?

so i found a used one that is 533$ and that is insane i dont think thats even the real price is it? how much should i buy a used one for? is 266$ legit?

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u/AntZealousideal6741 — 7 days ago

hey im 16, ive been having cramps almost everyday in my uterus area and it hurts more before my period by two weeks and i have horrible period cramps since i was 13

i did tests and ultrasound with more than 5 doctors and everything is fine, but will never be convinced that what is going on is normal. i thought that i might have endometriosis, which is often shown only by an endoscope and i dont wanna do it.

the doctor said that yeah it might be endometriosis so she described birth control pills for me, start the second day of my period and be consistent for three months.

what im really scared of is that ive seen people who says it might affect mental health and i already have ocd and chronic depression (i dont see a psychiatrist and im not on medication)

i just came out of a bad ocd episode that stayed for seven months and im feeling much better now and im healing i guess, but im scared that if i take the birth control pills i might get back into what i came out of

how are your experiences with birth control and mental health?

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u/AntZealousideal6741 — 8 days ago

hey so im a complete newbie and i know nothing about guitar. ive finally decided my first guitar which is squier classic vibes jazzmaster, but now idk which amp to get.

im a highschooler and im broke, my budget is like 100$ for an amp, 150/200 MAX. getting used ones or looking at the facebook marketplace that most redditors recommended for me is almost impossible, i live in middle east and its so hard to find used or cheap ones!

also, i will be playing my guitar at my bedroom and i dont wanna bother my parents with loud noises, so i wanna be able to wear my headphones.

i love shoegaze & midwest emo and i know they require pedals which i can’t afford, would a digital amp cover it all? i was thinking of the spark go but im not sure i dont really like how it sounds. drop your recommendations🙏🏼

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u/AntZealousideal6741 — 8 days ago

what does an amp do?

im completely new here and i know nothing about guitars, im looking for a first guitar and i decided i would get the squire classic vibe jazzmaster

a lot of people have told me that an amp matters the most and is the most important, why and how? what does it do and what is it used for?

and what other guitar equipments that i need other than an amp?

note: i will be playing my guitar in my bedroom and i dont want loud noises to not disturb my parents, i think i can use headphones in amp? idk

i like midwest emo and shoegaze

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u/AntZealousideal6741 — 8 days ago

im completely new here and i know nothing about guitars, im looking for a first guitar and i decided i would get the squire classic vibe jazzmaster

a lot of people have told me that an amp matters the most and is the most important, why and how? what does it do and what is it used for?

and what other guitar equipments that i need other than an amp?

note: i will be playing my guitar in my bedroom and i dont want loud noises to not disturb my parents, i think i can use headphones in amp? idk

i like midwest emo and shoegaze

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u/AntZealousideal6741 — 8 days ago

jazzmaster as my first guitar?

hey so im a complete newbie and ive never played guitar before aaand i dont know anything about guitars, im looking for a guitar to get and i really liked how jazzmaster sounds like but its hella expensive and im broke

but if im gonna get a guitar for the first time, im gonna let it stay with me and not upgrade later because its definitely not easy for me to spend that much money (im a highschooler and even my family’s financial situation isnt good)

sooo im really wondering if i should spend 880$ on my first guitar if i cant buy another one? and should i get the fender 880$ or squier 500$?

is there any cheaper jazzmasters? or should i just give up on the jazzmaster and get another affordable guitar? (if yes, drop ur recommendations)

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u/AntZealousideal6741 — 9 days ago

hey so im a complete newbie and ive never played guitar before aaand i dont know anything about guitars, im looking for a guitar to get and i really liked how jazzmaster sounds like but its hella expensive and im broke

but if im gonna get a guitar for the first time, im gonna let it stay with me and not upgrade later because its definitely not easy for me to spend that much money (im a highschooler and even my family’s financial situation isnt good)

sooo im really wondering if i should spend 880$ on my first guitar if i cant buy another one? and should i get the fender 880$ or squier 500$?

is there any cheaper jazzmasters? or should i just give up on the jazzmaster and get another affordable guitar? (if yes, drop ur recommendations)

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u/AntZealousideal6741 — 9 days ago
▲ 2 r/Guitar

my music taste varies but here’s a list

neutral milk hotel
sun kil moon
death in june
silver jews
sundots
(midwest emo artists)
car seat headrest
fried by flouride
pinback
everyone asked about you
carrisa’s wierd
jejune
an april march
aphex twin
(screamo)
duster
endive
have a nice life
mojave 3
panchiko

etccc

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u/AntZealousideal6741 — 9 days ago

hey so i have a guy friend that i genuinely like and he asked me to recommend him some songs from a band i like, so i made him a playlist and put the final song as “stop smoking, we love you”

how’d u feel if ur girl-friend(idk not gf) did that? i mean like would u be annoyed or something? would u even notice?

idk i honestly put it because it reminds me of him and i don’t mind if he keeps on smoking but in my heart i wish that he could stop

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u/AntZealousideal6741 — 14 days ago