just confessed about my ocd to the guy i like
gosh im so anxious like im shaking right now
so i have this guy friend that i have a crush on and we were talking so he joked about that i have ocd and i should get it checked
and i hate people who joke about ocd like it genuinely destroyed my life and i cant even handle thinking about ocd or hearing its name anymore, remembering ocd triggers me bad
so i just laughed it out but i couldn’t stop thinking about it, so after 10 hours i sent him: “fr though it just crossed my mind, do u think its because of ocd? because i actually have it lmao”
idk if this is a compulsion but i felt the need to send it and i genuinely wanna know whats he gonna do if he actually gets to know about it so i tried to tell him about it in an undirected way
idk whats the point of posting this but i feel like i need to share it with someone im so anxious right now did i do wrong by sending him this?