u/Also_Philosophical

Someone help please

I hate you so fucking much. What makes me hate you the most is that loving you gets me nowhere. I’m so sick of your bullshit I’m gonna crack, like literally explode, not cute and funny, like a way that will change your entire life…. What you do to those kids is fucking vile, bitch.

And I mean that poetically and metaphorically. You are constantly running around in circles. You are constantly a contradiction and a convolution of yourself what you say is that is actually happening, the real world. I mean cliché all around. We’re talking breadcrumbing we’re talking constantly taking a side , the only reason for choosing said side is because it isn’t the side of your opposition. You sit here and act like it’s because of us or it’s because of me that there is no love., the truth is nobody’s holding you back from anything except you. If you wanted to love me and you could have all your free freedom and still call me yours I would give anything in the world just to cooperatively have you by my side and be able to call you mine even if that was open relationships separate quarters or areas or whatever truly. But because of either the way you choose to live or the way you are always in a constant state of defense and “I’m right you’re wrong, no matter what!”, that is truthfully why I will never work. It doesn’t have anything to do with me and I’m repeating that and I’m confident in that if you would give it a chance it would work if you would just take my suggestion and it’s not about taking control. It’s just letting you know from a perspective that is not constantly opposing the world just for the sake of “it goes one way, so I need to go to the other” kind of attitude that it would work. But I guess if that’s something you can’t help or you can’t consciously consider in the moment it would never work anyways. If it’s something that you eventually grow into maybe let me know.