u/89404

I'm 24. I haven't had luck meeting anyone through my hobbies, so three weeks ago I caved in and downloaded both Tinder and Hinge. I've had some "success" (10 likes and one match) so far, but it's not going as well as it sounds. I was meant to have a date today with a match, but she cancelled. And I haven't had a second match even though I've sent a lot of likes. And the problem with the 10 people who have liked me is the fact I don't find them interesting. So my greatest worry is "am I only interesting to people who I don't find interesting?". So even though it seems like I'm doing well, I'm terrified I'll be all alone because I can't find anyone. Any help would be greatly, greatly appreciated.

I'm 24 years old. I'm struggling with a lot of things. I didn't get accepted to the school I want (I'm in a different school, better than nothing), I don't have a job, I don't have a girlfriend. I have some money but it's all savings, and I currently don't have a source of income. I do have my own apartment but for the past year I've lived at my mom's house again due to weakened mental health. I run a lot of errands by myself but every weekend me and my mom go grocery shopping and I feel like a loser being there with her. Everyone else my age is already doing better.

I had planned to harm myself today. But instead I was incredibly tired all day for seemingly no reason and I slept all day (8 or 9 hours) which I never do. I think it was a defense or protection mechanism of some kind. My body was just like "You're going to kill yourself? Nah, sleep all day instead"