u/4ri3ll4

i had a good day today. i went to the mall with my mom and got stuff ive wanted for ages.

but why was that one girl there? im so embarrassed. shes so pretty and im so ugly. i already hate going out because i hate how i look but why did she have to be there?

and when she saw me she made face like wtf.

i cut contact abruptly with that yard last year, no one knew why i left. but now she saw me. and i dont even look any prettier.

im still ugly, fat and a waste of oxygen.

how will i ever achieve my goals if im so ugly?

and also i embarrassed myself by getting in the way of a car before that.

its not fair that i can have a good day and then have something small and stupid happen that just ruins my day.

all i want is to be pretty. is that too much to ask?

like i was told that my phone has to be at least 6 meters close to me but i cant even walk 1 meter away without it losing contact

im scared of getting dementia

im still a teenager but im so scared to get it

i know its not relevant now and that im probably gonna be fine bc i spend alot of time outside in nature and shit but im rlly scared

theres evidence that being born to a mother over 35 can be connected to dementia

and ik that this sounds stupid so dont bully me in my dms like usual

heyo teenage girl here

im still new to this stuff and im not being taught sexed bc im homeschooled and im still rlly embarrassed about doing this but r/Puberty keeps removing my posts

but uh how can i get better orgasms? i havent tried penetration yet bc im scared but is that the only way to get longer orgasms? mine only last about 2 seconds