After running at least 5k almost every morning for years, running makes such a massive difference to my mental calm - but that fact frustrates and annoys me. Normal?
Is it normal to feel frustrated that I have to run to get calm and to feel ‘normal’, else I feel on edge?
Recently life has kicked off again (all sorts) and running is pretty much the only thing that helps. Rather than before, when I used to think ‘ok I know what will help’, now I think ‘for crying out loud, I need to run and I know a run will help, but I wish I had something else’.
Context: 37 year old functionally anxious, overachiever type personality :) have done 3 marathons - all for charity, all hit the wall at mile 20 (such a long time running in one go!!)