3 months in and I still don't fully know how to describe what changed
Started fluvoxamine in February. 50mg first, then bumped to 150mg around week 6 after my psychiatrist checked in.
The first few weeks were a mess honestly. Nausea every morning for like 10 days straight. I remember eating plain crackers before taking it just to have something in my stomach. I almost stopped taking it twice, both times talked myself out of it because I'd already waited months to get the appointment.
The thing that shifted first wasn't the OCD stuff. It was this weird thing where I was in a work meeting and someone said something kind of passive aggressive and I noticed I wasn't replaying it for the next 3 hours. That sounds small but for me that was huge. The intrusive thoughts were still there but they weren't sticky in the same way.
By month 2 the OCD patterns were actually quieter. Not gone, but like... turned down. The volume knob moved maybe 30%. Which I know sounds underwhelming but if you live with it you know 30% is a lot.
Still dealing with afternoon fatigue and some nights I can't fall asleep even though I'm exhausted. Taking it in the morning helped a little with the sleep thing but not completely fixed.