u/iknowitsoveer

So i have been diagnosed with bdd by several therapists and doctors. I felt ugly my whole life, and i was insecure about my facial hair. I used to isolate myself or barely leave the house. I cried myself to sleep or wore mask when going out.

After being on fluvoxamine i felt slightly better. I'm still dealing with the facial hair but i felt less ugly . I even got myself a boyfriend and then i didn't feel ugly anymore. I felt like a hot pretty woman. At least he made me feel like that.

Now i guess the only thing i needed was a boyfriend. Now i want to stop taking the pill. Because of not reaching orgasm and not being able to take alcohol.

I know it sounds stupid. But i guess i never had bdd. I was just insecure. I never been liked before by a guy. So i wanted a prove and he was the proof.

What do you think?

Hey i have been taking it for almost a year and so. Doctor prescribed me to take it 3 times a day. So i took it for a while and then i decreased it to one dose a day on my own. Why? Because 1- i couldn't reach orgasm 2- i couldn't drink alcohol.

Now that im only taking one dose of it i feel better. My ocd is under control. BUT i still can't reach orgasm. I feel aroused time to time but i don't feel like myself. I want to go cold turkey and cut it off entirely. Ahhhh help me.

Can an electrologist do electrolysis on their own faces?

Does it really matter if the machine is old? As long as the electrologist is good?

Im asking this because since i couldn't fine a good clinic i guess i should learn to become an electrologist myself. I'm so devastated.

Guys due to last post i should probably change my clinic. Other than that after 7 days my skin isn't completely healed. Since there aren't other clinics in my town i have to travel 4 hours to another city which is gonna cause me so much money in a year. I only did 1 session and I'm already discouraged and depressed. I'm back to plucking all the hair one by one😭😭😭😭😭

So i did my first electrolysis session and the lady gave me the probe and told me to bring it every session with me. But then after researching i found that this is not common. What should i do? Change my clinic? Or just ask them to give me a new probe every session?