u/Physical-Ad-162

I don’t even know anymore, in the most unjoking way I think I’ve lost the plot in this whole thing, it’s gotten so bad time passed by so quickly, now I’m 2 years deep into this addiction everything is just getting worse. It’s so hard everyday, but who am I to complain, I’m doing this to myself. I hate that I don’t want to get better. I’m only a teenager, why can’t I be normal?