
My bookcases, two shelves at a time, #6.
Here’s the next installment. See anything appealing to the eye? Some fairly popular recent titles here, and some older wondrous titles as well.

Here’s the next installment. See anything appealing to the eye? Some fairly popular recent titles here, and some older wondrous titles as well.
Faust, perfume, Monster, and a tiny Batman figure. Somehow this shelf explains my taste better than words do
A couple of my favorite authors represented pretty well here. Any guesses who? Comments and questions always welcome!
My favorite book of all time!
My all time fav is The Sittaford Mystery... what's yours?? In my college days I was a huge fan of Agatha and collected a few books of her. However time has changed and we want more thriller stories.
This book had me smiling, raising an eyebrow (in fun way), and doing both at the same time. It’s a cat lover’s delight, though not in the traditional sense of a novel. Instead, it’s a series of musings on cats that are not literally true, but poetically true. Does it make sense!
If you are a cat parent, or someone who has ever had the pleasure of interacting with a cat, or simply someone who appreciates the unique charm and companionship that these feline friends bring into our lives then you are in for a delightful experience. This book is specifically crafted for you, offering insights, stories, and tips that will deepen your understanding and enjoyment of the wonderful world of cats. Whether you are a seasoned cat owner or just beginning your journey with these captivating creatures, this book promises to be an engaging and enriching read.
I love tales about the enchanting impact cats can have on our lives, but most of the stories I encounter are from Japanese authors and folklore, so I was fascinated to read one initially penned in Chinese - and it was executed with superb translation.
What a great find, sorry, i shouldn’t be bragging but it’s delightful.
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Protagonist Ivan spends his entire life doing what society told him was "proper": Get a good career, model wife, follow aristocratic social practices. To an outsider, he looks successful, but a closer look reveals that Ivan's soul is rotting from the inside out. He grows ill, and on his deathbed, becomes haunted by a horrifying realization: "What if my entire life was a lie?"
Ivan's life of vanity and decadence led to emptiness and loneliness. Even his friends and family don't care for the dying man. Tolstoy's insight is that the greatest human tragedy is not death itself, but reaching death only to discover that you never truly lived at all.
Modern people tend to think of death as a distant abstraction that applies to humanity in general, but somehow not to themselves personally. Tolstoy shatters this illusion. He shows that most know intellectually they will die, yet they live as though they are immortal. They distract themselves with status, entertainment, careerism, and social approval, such that they never have to confront what mortality actually means. But the terrifying power of death is that it destroys one's illusions. And in that moment, all the things society told you mattered suddenly reveal themselves to be hollow.
However, Tolstoy does not present this realization as nihilistic, in fact, quite the opposite. He suggests that only by fully confronting death can man begin to live authentically. Only when you realize your time is finite do cowardice and conformity lose their grip over you. The fear of death, then, is not something to suppress, but something capable of awakening the soul. A man who learns how to die is finally capable of learning how to live.
A nice potpourri of older, newer, lettered, and somewhat obscure books today. Heavy on the Lucious Shephard; someone else wanted to see what all I had from Shephard, so these are together. Of course, there a few that are elsewhere. We’ll run in to those as we go along.
Today’s photo is for the Centipede Press lovers out there; you know who you are. Enjoy seeing all of your favorite MoWT titles in one place. A little overflow in to the next shelf, but we’ll get to that. Comments and questions welcome.
Haven't read this since the 90s. Got the good cover to
I finished reading The Third Love by Hiromi Kawakami like 10 minutes ago and I still can’t decide whether it comforted me or wrecked me.
What I loved most was how restricting the novel feels. Kawakami never forces emotion onto the reader; she lets loneliness, desire, and regret drift in slowly, almost casually, until suddenly you realize how much weight the characters are carrying. The relationships in this book feel unfinished where people are circling each other, misunderstanding themselves, wanting connection but never fully knowing how to ask for it.
Entire emotional histories are buried inside ordinary conversations, shared meals, small pauses. There’s something incredibly intimate about the way Kawakami writes domestic moments, like she’s documenting the fragile space between people rather than the people themselves.
I also appreciated that the book doesn’t romanticize love rather, presents love as memory, compromise, and sometimes disappointment. It does frustrate as I was expecting a more dramatic emotional payoff, but at the same time it made the novel feel painfully honest.
I absolutely love how Japanese authors can take the simplest, most ordinary moments and somehow fill them with so much depth and emotion. Nothing dramatic is really happening, yet those scenes linger in your mind for days afterward.
And the strange part is that when you try to explain why they affected you so much, you just go blank. It’s less about plot and more about a feeling they leave behind
Rating: 4.5/5 ⭐️
Reading The Vegetarian felt less like reading a novel and more like surviving an emotional experience. When I first picked it up and saw that it was barely 190 pages long, I thought I would finish it in a couple of hours. Instead, the book demanded pauses. Every thirty or forty pages, I had to stop and process what I was feeling. It is not a book you consume quickly; it consumes you back.
And I think the only way to truly read this novel is to allow it to disturb you. I sat with this book and let it unsettle me instead of trying to immediately “understand” it.
The novel is divided into three parts, and each one feels emotionally distinct while still being tied together by repression, psychological unraveling, and the unbearable weight of silence.
The first section, narrated through the husband’s perspective, immediately unsettles you. The opening line, “ Before my wife turned vegetarian, i’d always thought of her as completely unremarkable in every way.” carries such coldness and dismissal that it instantly pulls you in. You keep reading almost out of disbelief, waiting for the moment this quiet rebellion fully erupts.
This part strongly reminded me of The Metamorphosis. Like Kafka’s work, there is this sense that something incomprehensible is happening inside a person while society responds not with compassion, but with pressure, shame, and control. Yeong-hye’s refusal to eat meat is treated not as a personal decision, but as an attack on the social order itself.
What struck me most was the way the novel exposes family structures and the entitlement parents feel over their children’s bodies and identities, even into adulthood. And through all of this, silence becomes its own character. Nobody truly listens to Yeong-hye. Nobody tries to understand her pain. Instead of helping her, they isolate her further, so much as the silence itself becomes a character.
The second part carries an entirely different emotional texture. It is probably the most misunderstood section of the novel, but to me, it has a haunting emotional depth of its own. The imagery of flowers is written so vividly that you can almost see them blooming across her body.
Yeong-hye’s desire to become more plant than person suddenly begins to make emotional sense, even if it cannot be rationally explained. The flowers seem to represent escape, transformation, and perhaps a longing to exist outside human violence altogether.
What her brother-in-law does is undeniably disturbing, but I also found myself seeing him as someone psychologically fractured in his own way. His obsession with her Mongolian mark and with turning bodies into art feels less like desire and more like collapse. Everyone in this novel seems trapped inside their own private madness, unable to truly reach one another.
And then comes the third part, which I think emotionally recontextualizes the entire novel. This section devastated me in a completely different way because it shifts the focus toward the elder sister, who may actually be one of the saddest characters in the book.
Unlike Yeong-hye, she has learned how to survive. She functions, she works, she fulfills responsibilities, and because of that, she appears “normal.” But internally, she is just as trapped. The difference is that she suppresses herself so deeply that she has convinced herself survival is the same thing as stability.
There is this heartbreaking realization that Yeong-hye took the full force of their father’s violence while the elder sister escaped some of it by becoming dependable, obedient, and responsible. Yeong-hye, became the one who absorbed the punishment, the fear, and the rebellion that the family refused to acknowledge.
What makes the elder sister so tragic is that you begin to sense she understands this. Deep down, she recognizes that she and Yeong-hye are not entirely different. The only reason she has managed to “hold herself together” is because she never allowed herself to fall apart. She is terrified of what would happen if she surrendered to her own buried thoughts and desires the way Yeong-hye did.
That realization transforms the ending into something even more painful. The novel stops being just about one woman’s psychological collapse and becomes about the different ways women survive trauma within patriarchal structures one by resisting openly, the other by internalizing everything until she becomes emotionally hollow.
This final section reminded me a lot of A Little Life in the sense that you spend the entire time internally begging the story not to go where it is clearly heading. You keep hoping someone will intervene, understand, or save her, but the tragedy unfolds anyway.
What makes the ending so powerful is that it refuses to give complete answers. The novel leaves you with questions rather than conclusions. The Vegetarian is one of those rare books that leaves you disturbed not because of what happens, but because of what it reveals about people.