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That's where all the thoughts that I mistakenly believed you had a quarter of Oz of good in

YOU.

But that's what you are is just fucking DUST.

WHO PUT THEIR CHILDRENS NEEDS BEFORE THEIR OWN

WHO KEPT THEM FROM UNDO HARM

WHO SHOWED THEM BY EXAMPLE TO BE A GOOD PART OF A LOVING SOCIETY

WHO GAVE THEM LOVE EVERY SECOND OF EVERYDAY

WHO GAVE THEM THE BEST CHRISTMAS AND BIRTHDAYS WITH LOVE AND TONS OF GIFTS.

WHO KEPTED THEM SO CLOSE BY THEIR SIDE.

Not all mothers have the income to present their children with tons of gifts.

But let's face it, TONS AND TONS OF LOVE ❤️ GOES

WITH THEM THROUGH OUT THEIR LIFE

PROVO TO THOSE MOTHERS..

PROVO....

I miss you
4.27.26 - I miss you, I fight the urge daily to reach out to you, other than about our son, but I know it’ll make things worse.
4.28.26 - I hid all of our pictures, I’m not going to delete them, but I still miss you. Not the thought of you, I miss you and everything about you
-you were the first person I told about my grade and you were the only person I wanted to tell when I passed my test
4.29.26 - I still miss you. I wondered how your day went and what you and our buddy were up too. But I didn’t reach out. I wonder if you think about me other than my flaws and I wonder if you miss me at all
4.30.26 - I dreamt about us all night. That you and I were able to work on things. But it was just a dream.
I cried in the shower about how I took you for granted. Everything you did for me and how you loved me and I just didn’t appreciate anything
5.1.26 - thought about you all day again. I want to tell you I miss you and that I’m sorry, but that’s just me being selfish.
5.3.26 - you asked if I was okay. No I’m not okay. Seeing you kills me. I didn’t want to cry in front of you. I’m trying to move on, but I can’t let you go. I hate myself for how I treated you and neglected you, when all you did was give me all of you.
5.4.26 - I wanted to call you to tell you I didn’t feel good about my exam. I needed a hug from you and for you to tell me everything will be okay. But I know you don’t feel the same. I miss you so much. You’re my person and I hate that we are apart. I know you’re done but I wish you’d reconsider. I went out with people from class. I only wanted to talk to you and be with you, but I know you don’t miss me or want to be around me.
5.5.26 - I cried a lot yesterday. I was supposed to be happy that I passed my class and am headed to my final semester, but I’m not. This wasn’t how school was supposed to end up. I was supposed to finish for us to be better in life, not falling apart. You’re supposed to pin me and be there cheering me on, but our life together is ending. This isn’t a happy chapter of my life. I wish we could find our way back to a new healthy relationship. Start over and continue our lives together stronger. But I’m still grieving this decision. I’m still not going to bother you and I still want you happy. I just wish we could find happiness together again. I still want it to be you. I still refuse to give up on us, but I’m going to do it quietly and I’m going to fix myself and still hope we can find our way back together. I can do the alone thing, but I don’t want to.
5.6.26 - you slipped and called me baby, and I miss that so much. Part of me hopes you never stop slipping up saying it. I wish you never stopped. I know we need the space, but I’d give anything to be your baby/wife again. I really wish we could make this work. I would do anything for you still. I just wish you missed me like I miss you and wanted to work on us. Please don’t file, please don’t give up on us. I wish we could work on this. I pray for you, I pray that you find happiness even though I know you don’t want me like I want you. I wish I could earn your trust back. I am working on getting better for myself and for you, to be the person you need. I hope one day I get the privilege to show you and love you how you deserve.

I miss you J. I know it’s selfish of me to ask this of you but all I want is your hugs. Maybe you need a hug, idk. But I so badly wish I could have that right now. I wish you understood what I was going through then, it was one hit after the other. It was so chaotic and I was so alone. All I wanted was you there. I guess I thought that you would be my protector for life. I wish we were sitting watching movies or playing our games together. Obviously I wish a lot of things. I miss you and love you. I hope you’re doing well, I hope your health is back to normal(body issues), I hope nothing new has come up, and I hope your mom, dad, and sister are doing well.

I still hurt by all of this, I cry on my way home from work a lot of days. I write to this void to respect your decision, whatever that decision was that didn’t involve me any more. Selfishly I wish you’d call me but I do truly wish you found happiness, even if it was without me. With whatever it may be. ❤️ I do wonder if you think of me… I doubt it. That’s okay. I do think of you daily. Some days I cry and some days it makes me hysterically laugh. Eh anyways, I’m starting to talk nonsense. Always. I miss you J. ❤️

You try so hard..

But yet you still fail.

Why, you may ask.

REASONS:

TRY NOT TO CHOCK ON THEM

I DONT CARE FOR YOUR CHILDISH GAMES

IM SMARTER

IM A HYPERSENSITIVE

IM A DARK EMPATHY

I CAN SPOT A FAKE A MILE AWAY

I SPREAD LOVE AND TRUTH

I CARE

AND I LOOK DAMM GOOD EVEN FROM HERE

( AND TASTEY TOO ) NO JUST A STUPID INPUT

AND I DONT READ YOUR INMATURE POSTS.. ( I JUST KNOW YOUR TRYING, BECAUSE YOU FEAR ME )

AGAIN, IM SMARTER...