nenu na friends group andaram traditional ga ready aye temple ki velamu and na crush kida vochindi😁😁

nenu pics baga tistanu kani na pics tise vadu ledu😤

memu temple lo kurchunamu and around 4:30-5 pm aa time avtundi and sun light ma friend oka ame mida padtundi and tanu merustundi aa light lo(brown skin), so nenu adiga "ne phone ivu oka sari" ani tanu ledu na degara bandi lo undi anadi so nenu "alage undu kadalaku" ani na phone lo 2-3 pics tisanu naku emo *hm bagavochindi* ani unde Kani tanaki chupiste WOWWWW ani happy ga sagadisindi ma vere friends ki chupinchindi valu kuda alage react ayaru oka okaru 30-40 pics tiskunaru ani super ga vochai.

so iga nadi kuda tiyava please ani andaru tiskunaru andaru chala happy ga feel ayaru kani na crush chance vochesariki sun set aypoyindi🙂

ayna baga kastapadite oka 10 pics vochai manchiga na toh kuda konni pics digindi avi kuda baga vochai anukondi😁😁 kani tanu enta andanga na kallaki kanipistundi oo Ala tiyalekapotuna ani koncham frustration I phone lo kuda anta manchi pics rale bro lighting vala

andaru nanu vadukunaru kani nenu evarni ayte istam toh pic tidam anukunano vala andaniki nyayam cheyaleka poyanu😭😭😭

For context, I am a 30+ year old nri who is currently looking for a partner to settle with. I am bald and dont look that good but I have a good career and overall a decent person. I went through many rejections and I respect that people have their own requirements. Last couple of matches I received made me realize that looks are all that matters. I spoke to them for weeks on calls before meeting and I explicitly told them about my baldness(shared pictures too). They said they dont care about it and personality is important to them(lies). When I met them, I caught them staring at my bald head too many times and they were visibly unpleasant. They go no contact after it and their parents come back saying that they are rejecting me because of my bald head. Why is hair so important? I give up.

PS- before the unsolicited advices come in, I want to say that I do workout and I am fit and I dont want to do any hair transplantation.

I'm just exhausted......

Feeling dizzy , kadupulo something happening ane feeling , lyt ga neerasam ga undhi ..... Maybe because i didn't even drank anything from night liquids kuda thiskoledhu (not intentionally ala aipoindhi anthe)

Body lo akkada akkada zummm zummm ani spark thagilinatu laguthunai .....

I don't know inkentha sepu e fasting cheyagalano ... ....

But inka just 12hrs ey kabbati i will try my best ..... Complete that mark ...

Konchem weird ga undhi .....

Well ...hope i do well.... Nen unna weight ki Hospitalize ayye situation em radhu le moodu rojulu em thinakapothe ..... Neerasam ga undhi anthe ..... I think i will have some coffee or ors after posting this .... Then i might feel better ...

Done...

Monna evaro 72hrs fasting start chesthuna ante , manam kuda yeppati nuncho chedham anukuntunam kadha ani start chesa

ippatiki ippudu ante kastam emo anipinchina ,  edo okatle esedham ani start chesesa.....

April 8th 11pm IST ki start chesa , 60hrs of my fasting is done inka 12hrs unnai anthe

Rules i set for myself to do this fasting

No solids

Liquids lo only water , ors/electrolytes, majjiga, tea , coffee....

I will keep posting the updates of every 12hrs .....

I hope i successfully complete this fasting thing

Wish me luck frens....

Udyam 8 ki alarm mogindi …. Lechi alarm aapesi Spotify play chesi malli bed ekkesaa… 8:30 ki lechi fresh up aipoyi … bag veseskuni gym ki paaripoya… parigetta because I need to close by 10

Eeroju back workout … chesesa .. ochi room lo bag padesi … malli parigetta .. driving class ki …

11 ki aindi… room ki ochi .. post pettesa …

Next half em cheyalo Ipdu aalochinchali….

Room cleaning , clothes washing, emaina chadavadam , oka reel edit cheyadam , lunch ki paneer cheskodam …

Ala close aipotadi ee Saturday - alias day 1 of weekend

hi guys na friend tho vunna good memories anni Eroju Chimpesaaa anavasaram ga thanu na life lo ki vachindhi anipinchindi...

Chala bokka ayindi ley...Bloody memores...Burn chedam ante avvaledu so A dairy lo vunna pages aniii chimpesa..

Guyss and ladies,

I am going to be 31 in 2 weeks , I have been single from the past how many years I don't know. So I decided to get some of my eggs freezed, as a part of which I got some regular tests done.

the results are not looking good , I learnt that I have a DOR , fertility of a 40 year old at 31.

last year when I got this test done my number looked absolutely fine in one year I couldn't believe things changed so dramatically in one year.

now doctor says that I need atleast 3 cycles to get enough viable eggs to have one healthy baby in future. ( I am looking at a hospital bill of 8-10 lakhs) keeping the money matters aside I am afraid of the emotional side of this treatment , not that I am obsessed with the idea of kids but I would like to have my options incase I want to start my family.

I afraid to share this news to my parents because because they are gonna blame for delaying the marriage and prioritising my career, even if I choose to do it alone and keep it as my own secret , I don't know how to convey this in an arranged marriage setting (I cannot hide something so big, because trust and honesty is everything for me in a relationship) .

why will anyone marry a poojaki paniki rani puvu?

P.S : if you are a woman reading, especially in your late 20's and early 30's please get these tests done ! so you can at least know how things are looking for you.

Ninna ma anna vere city ki veltunnadu, mumbai lo layoff 20 hours , nenu inka ma anna ni na daggara ki ramanna , location petta vachesadu . ika Vadiki mumbai chupiddmani start ayyam. Siddi Vinayaka temple ki postam first darshnam time kanna laddu kosame ekkuva sepu ayyindhi. akkada nundi inka csmt(one of the last station in Mumbai) metro lo poyam. Taj hotel Ela untundhi experience cheddam ani poyam , chai time ki . Super undhi hotel. Enter ayyaka Lopala unna valla outfits chusi Naku oka feel type vachini like siggu , antey manchi costly area normal clothes set avvaledu ani pinchindi. but akkadiki poyi washroom lo mirror chusukuntu anukunna "you are always you your dress won't matter when u r rich". antey nenu rich ani kadu ,rich avvali ani. pizza order icham aa pizza vache gap lo nenu ma anna sollu vesukunnam.

Ika e gap lo ni mind alochanalu , family mottam okkasari ayina Ravali ikkadiki , ma parents vallaki nachindhi order ichi tinali. Idi avvali antey manam rich avvali/ manchi package Ravali ani. Really Naku oka type of motivation la anipinchindhi. Ela antey life ni nachinattu enjoy cheyali antey money ani . Money untey manaki nachinattu undachu. Ika night parties ,clubs ,races ,events vitiki eppudu poledu. povali anni experience cheyali . so I've motivation ayyayi . idi chusi kuda motivate avvakapothe waste ani(aa time ki ala anipinchidi).

pizza vachindhi ,but perfect cheyaledu anta chef , ma anna cheppadu .(ma anna foreign nundi vastunndu ,Vadu oka 3 countries tirigadu . so Vadiki Ela untayo telustai). ika ma anna serve chesina vadini pilichi ,base chala hard ga undi and salt ekkuva ayyindhi ani cheppadu, aa bearer ki ma anna ki oka 3 minute discussion,ma anna Ela undalo chepte vadu malli aa pizza tesukupoyi veredi tesuku vachadu.

E gap lo ma pakka table lo oka chinna papa(maybe 7 years undachu) aa papa inka ice creams em kavalo cheppindi valla ammaki. vallu English lone matladutunnaru (vallu Indians) but valla mother tongue use cheyadam chala takkuva. naku aa time ki chala alochanalu , what a difference ani ala.

Fun thing : ma opposite table lo iddaru foreign ammayilu kurchunnaru , fries ,coo cola , pizza order richaru. oka ammayi ayithe pizza spoke tho tintundhi ,knife tho cut CHESI spoke meeda petti. nenu navukunna 🤭🤭🤭 , tarvtha doubt vachi 'how to eat pizza ' ani youtube chesa.

ika taj hotel mottam ground floor tirigi vachi ika , boat ride etc etc etc.

monna only 4 hours Padukunna, ninna 3 hours Padukunna , Eroju pani undhi malli aa pani start ayya.tdlr pedadam anukunna but em pettalo teliyaka 🤔🤔🤔 vadilesa.

Inthaki Naku tag em pettalo and title em pettalo teliyale 😜😜 so tochindhi petti post sestunnam.

career no clarity, music ante ishtam kani talent ledhu, i sing and record kani nene vinta, maybe future lo nerchukoni, serious ga try cheddamu ani anukunta, like making career, ila meeru kuda anukuntara? It can be in any field

I felt like writing something… so wrote this…

Please give ur opinions on this…. Wanna be writer..

“On a random Sunday, as I wake up from a peaceful sleep, I find you sleeping beside me like a baby. The sun rays on your face show your natural, beautiful face, your hair all frizzy on your cheeks. Thinking about how lucky I am, I gently tuck your hair behind your ear.

The clinking sound of toys on the cradle makes me realize that a smaller version of you, my princess daughter, is also awake. I go to her, and seeing me, she lets out a big smile, saying good morning with her beautiful eyes, which always remind me of you.

I take her in my arms, immediately realizing she has already done potty in her Huggies. I take her to the bathroom and clean her up. Then I take her back to our bed and resume my only work that day—to admire a peacefully sleeping beauty.

I silently slide myself under the blanket, placing myself between my two darlings. You, shortly opening your eyes, get closer, rest your head on my chest, and go back to your baby sleep. Seeing this, my daughter repeats the same, being possessive of her papa, does the same on the other side of my chest and falls asleep within a few minutes.

I am still awake, thanking God for all this, admiring and observing one of the most important moments of my life—synchronizing their breath with my heartbeat.”

intiki veltunte oka chinna paapa inka matalu kuda sarigga ravatledu baleee cute ga undhi pedda pedda buggalu

kani paapaki chala siggu emo asalu 1 sec kuda mokam chudatledu

entha try chesina respond avvatledu appudu vachindi oka thought..

basic ga manadi nothing phone annamata pillalaki light lu curiosity untadi ani lights to manipulate chesa appudu deggariki vachindhi

Inkem undi aa lights oka ½hr continuous ga play cheyyalsi vachindi

anthe...

ma class lo okadu untadu let's call him A. inko edar ammailu B and C. B and C are good frds. B kante C looks good(edaru chadukune nibbi lu). A tried C kani C ki kunchum craze aekuva(karuvu) C gurinchi telsukodaniki A roju B tho matladevadu (B knows A likes C) and okaroju C, D ki padipoindi(vidu inko bok gadu) and ee gap lo B caught feelings for A and B confessed , A accepted.

B roju A records , assignments , notes(okasari 74 pages within 2days lo rasindi just vidi kosam) anni rastadi. B tana attendance chepakunda A di chepthadi. A ki money estadi , okaroju A phone kinda padi display poindi( oka side display kanipiyadu and touch kuda manchiga ravatle) and A swaped phones with B , A talks about C with B, B casual ga teases A about C , exams apudu roju A calls B to help him pass , A ki books kuda B kontadi, exam ki fees kuda apud Apudu B katadi. A projects kuda B does it with her own money. A ela kavalo ala vadukuntadu B ni.

Even after all these , A valla male frds degara B oka lan*a adhi andar tho matladtadi antadu, B enni sarulu call chesina A cut chestadu em ayindi ra ante "lyt ra pichi di antadu" , A has B's phone, location , insta , snap all these access with him but B got ntg of A's. oka chinna rumour about B and this dude just slut shames her , threatens her that he is gonna shame her in front of everyone. even after being in a relationship A dms random women chats and flirts with them evi antha B ki telsu. if B confronts A , A notiki vachina buthulu anni tithadu. Not a single day passes without him slut shaming her with his male frds.

I don't understand inni red flags kanipistuna , intha toxic ga unna why stay in the relationship.

Previous Chapter : https://www.reddit.com/r/TeluguJournals/s/SmhgHOQSMe

CHAPTER 2.5

‘So, you guys exchanged numbers?’ Abhilash asked, sipping his beer.

‘Yeah,’ I replied.

‘You guys are starting over?’

‘I don’t know, man. I’m confused. She acted like nothing happened, and I couldn’t bring anything up,’ I said, disappointed.

TING. My phone buzzed. It was her.

She said hi.

‘Hello,’ I replied.

‘You’re still up?’

‘Yeah, having green tea. Will sleep soon,’ I said, sipping my beer.

‘That’s nice. I wanted to talk to you that day at the multiplex, but I didn’t know what to say.’

‘It’s fine. Don’t worry.’

‘I’m really excited to work with you, Krishna. You’ve built something very nice.’

‘Thank you.’

Should I tell her I love her? Should I ask why she didn’t talk to me all these years? Does she still love me?

‘I wanted to ask you something.’

She wants me to be her boyfriend again? YES. I will say yes.

‘What is it?’ I asked, containing my excitement.

‘I saw you limping. What happened?’

‘Just an accident.’ I didn’t want her to know how it actually happened. And honestly, I don’t like recalling the most traumatic experience of my life.

‘Oh,’ she replied.

What do you mean “oh”? I wanted to ask, but I didn’t text back.

‘You know when I first met her?’ I asked Abhilash.

‘Yes, sir. Heard it a thousand times,’ he mocked.

‘And still, you won’t get enough of it.’

‘No, Krishna. I don’t want to listen to this. Not again.’

‘I know you want to listen, stop with the act!’

‘This is going to take the whole night. Fuck me,’ Abhilash groaned.

⸻

Years ago…

It was the fresher’s party. I was performing a song I had composed myself. Our seniors performed a classical dance to welcome us. The whole auditorium was vibrant and bright. Everyone came dressed in their best attire. The laughter, the shutter sounds, it reminded me of my school’s annual fest.

‘Let’s welcome Krishna from CSE for his performance,’ a girl announced.

I climbed onto the stage confidently. I took my position and looked at the crowd.

And then,I lost my confidence like a kindergarten student who loses his parents in a busy market. There were more than 400 people in the auditorium. My legs started to shake.

In the crowd, I saw a girl. She noticed me and clapped. Then, following her, everyone else started clapping.

I closed my eyes, gathered courage, and started singing. Some people began cheering. And for some reason, in all that noise, I could hear only her voice. It was a feeling I had never experienced before.

‘Thank you,’ I said, bowing, and left the stage.

⸻

We were at the cafeteria. I received a few compliments and felt really happy.

I sat with my friends, who were in a circle.

She sat at the table opposite ours. I looked at her, our eyes met. She smiled.

She had dimples.

She’s so cute.

⸻

Even on fresher’s day, hostel food still looked unappetizing. No matter how much money you pay,even a million dollars, hostel food still sucks.

So, I went to a nearby restaurant alone. Normally, I would’ve invited my friends, but sometimes I like being alone.

I was waiting for the waiter to bring the menu.

‘So, you eat alone?’ I heard a voice from behind.

I turned around. It was her.

Damn. She looked even more beautiful than she did in the morning. She was wearing a black kurti. She looked like a model for Biba.

‘Sometimes, yes. What about you?’

‘I’ll be eating alone if you don’t want me here.’

What just happened? She wants to have dinner with me?

And just like that, our first unofficial date night started.

PS : Thank you for reading.

6-7 states, 8-9 cities, 7 schools, 10-11 flats and what not. life anta ilage shift avutu unnanu, i mean 2 years unna telangana lo that too when i was a toddler 3 year old anukunta appudu, i don't have any state domicile, anduke NEET parent native (andhra/telangana) state lo college vastundi annaru, prati okadu kotta state lo undalevu antadu, amma emo mana state ey antundi, inka evado occhi preference lo nuvvu perigina state emaina pettuko antadu going to a state you've never lived in isn't worth it ani, im so done with adjusting again and again in a new place every 2 years 🥀

Ninna nenu na female friend tho gachibowli police station she teams ki edho small vishayam gurinchi vellam, akkada oka junior police officer baddie baga nachesindhi ela proceed avvalo theliyatle konchem advice ivvandi