I genuinely want close female friendships, but I’ve never been able to have one..
I’ve always wanted a close female friendship, but somehow it has never really worked out for me.
And I just want to clarify something before it gets misunderstood it’s not because I prefer male friends or avoid women. It’s actually the opposite. I’ve always wanted that kind of bond with another girl.
I’ve had female friends at different stages of my life, but many of those friendships ended up being toxic or emotionally draining, and I had to distance myself for my own peace.
Since then, I haven’t really been able to find a genuine, comfortable connection where there’s no jealousy or competition, just a simple and safe friendship.
Over time, it started making me question if I’m just unlucky when it comes to this. From childhood till now, I often feel like I’m the one who ends up hurt or disappointed.
I’ve honestly never said this out loud before, so even writing this feels a bit strange.
Has anyone else experienced something like this?