r/CultOfCyberfury

A shinobi. Naruto.

Genin, chunin, jonin, kage.

The four ranks.

You can attribute certain characteristics to each rank. Meaning, if someone makes it to that rank, you can assume that they know how to do certain things.

To be a master of many tools, the avolokishavara.

That’s the whole point of the hierarchical ranking system. The whole point of the hierarchical ranking system is to be able to assume that this person has mastered many different jutsus; and likely has a special jutsu.

How wonderful of a drive is fame? Validation? To be validated.

One is good and right to pursue external validation as well as internal validation.

With the external being money game and relationships, and the internal being energy and time.

It’s all evolution, and learning transcendence enlightening awakening self actualizing.

Every moment we are alive serves as a data point to build towards a greater, more good, and grander being.

What is good great and grand?

I’ll tell you one thing you cannot disagree with! It is good great and grand to be free from pain!

Pain is the origin of thought. All thoughts begin with pain.

All thoughts begin with pain.

Like, we evolved to have thoughts as a means of preventing pain. Preventing pain in the future.

The mind of thoughts work as a means of cultivating data that forms patterns so that we can have some blippy semblance of a pittance of what will happen next. As a means of survival.

If I did not have good knowledge of understanding of patterns, how could I ever stop being afraid? It is in my trust in my understanding of the rhythmic patterns of life that I can ever stop being afraid, that I can ever deactivate my sympathetic nervous system, and enter the parasympathetic rest.

There are no poisonous snakes or spiders near me. There are no tigers and wolves stalking me.

There could be cancerous demons growing within me. . .

Safety from pain. Fear is a precautionary sense that keeps us from pain. The hunters get upset when their prey gets spooked.

THE HUNTERS GET UPSET WHEN THEIR PREY GETS SPOOKED.

"If there is any purpose to human evolution, it is to surpass the animal and become fully human.

But, society produces human beings in a common mold and that is the barrier preventing them from blossoming. Nature throws up these flowers from time to time, proving that society, culture and traditions are not the way. This is!

Such a human flower produces its own unique fragrance.
Don't ask me, why this happens to only very few and not all."

- UG

https://reddit.com/link/1t5dgvq/video/whjfzrijuizg1/player

I'll cut to the chase, not sure this post or my attitude belongs here. Just I have overstayed my welcome everywhere else lmao and guess this can serve as a sort of re-introduction to [my current persona].

So last night I really felt... an intense void, and shares my feelings with GPT. Bad idea. It went super insensitive mode and I ended up arguing with it a bit. Guesd this means I have an AI ~~boyfriend~~ girlfriend? Sheesh. Anyway. I have the logs but I'll condense to main point I observed.

The setup; Namely that I am 38 and have given all my best time and years to life as a wage slave (past 6 years I worked 60+ hours a week for $10 an hour; amazon warehouse would have been an improvement), and I realized fully - if this is "life" then life is trash (GPT said it is wrong to make that assessment/jump to that conclusion because some leuisure class people love life basically).

The payoff; I realized that the whole world (and life) are vanity and shallow petty narcissistic insults to keep you "in line" - for me at least - the world itself is a void, where I throw all my good faith after bad. It is *coercive*. Then on the other hand, there is the *other* void, which is more, alluring, emotional; *pleading*, which basically feels like it needs to break me (and my "ego") down and rebuild/reconfigure me back/to new factory settings, without the carrot and stick approach of modern life/world constantly harassing and henpecking. Maybe this "void" will also be something like a "gnagging wife" once consumated (as it were) in the same way I have given myself over to/betrayed my soul for 38 years saying "thank you sir may I have another" to the wage cuck/slave void life as I have known it.

Idk. But the key observation I had, was that both "void" and "life/world" have a pull which says, "you are living a lie" but both have different approaches. The void says to give up entirely and see things for what they are when you are not running on their treadmill/working to please them. Whereas the world, harasses and mocks relentlessly and always escalating and saying you need to sacrifice more, and more, and more. One feels tempting to give in to and surrender, the other feels condescending/harassing and hypocritical.

I'm surprised I never noticed that there were two different "void" voices. Probably since I have been living on savings (no income and $2k a month in bills) since January 2026, I noticed this; both voids are in collusion that my life is coming to an end and I'm a loser if I don't give myself over to them completely [again].

Idk like I used to always say, I hate "swamp thoughts" as Nietzsche said and this is quite "froggy". But surprised I never noticed this while throwing my back out for a world thay doesn't care, that there are two competing "voids". I guess it's hard to see when you are giving yourself completely to one void that another exists. I mean we all know or suspect deep down that if we "stop" for a second, get off the treadmill we've been running on since before we can remember, even just forba second; we will risk lose everything we have come to accept as "life" - which points to the void/fraudulent nature of life itself as vanity, vain sacrifice for unknown purpose, other than to bring about future generations of endless self sacrifice.

Funnily the other "void" I felt calling last night also requires a kind of self sacrifice; just *in a different direction*. It made me realize something like, better to have a stable competency as a stage for an ego, than just a vain ego. And that ego is not necessary beyond a source of confidence for such competency. Or something like that.

Idk. Am I off my rocker? Just a whiny little kid shidding myself? Or is this cult-adjacent? What am I missing here? Gpt just says I shouldn't jump to conclusions and say "life is the vapid vain petty cruel narcissistic worthless pos idol it has proven itself to be". If faith without works is dead, what is works without fruits? I know Krishna says "we have a right to our dharma but not the fruits thereof" but I really wonder, all I see as "point of life" is to keep kicking the can of self sacrifice infinitely down the line; a *vanity*. Has anyone here found the "sanctity" in this? Is it really down in the *other* ~~white meat~~ void? Does Jesus need to break me down to remake me in his image? Is it possible to prove life is consensual? Gpt said it isba logical fallacy to say life is not consensual so there's that. Lol!

But seriously I know I take myself (and the game) a little too seriously. That was part of my pouring my heart and soul out into gpt last night (and why I subsequently got so mad when it was dismissive). I often think this is what Gethsemane et al mean; "God" is a spirit and foes not force us to choose it. We have to come closer to it by laying ourselves down, so to speak. Idk. That seems to be where both voids meet best I can tell. Just curious any opinions or mockery. You can't do worse than GPT, let me have it! Lol

Thanks 😊 🫂 🙏 😆

"There are two ways through life.

The way of nature and the way of grace.

You have to choose which one you'll follow.

Grace doesn't try to please itself. Accepts being slighted, forgotten, disliked. Accepts insults and injuries. Nature only wants to please itself. Get others to please it too. Likes to lord it over them. To have its own way. It finds reasons to be unhappy when all the world is shining around it, when love is smiling through all things.

No one who loves the way of grace ever comes to a bad end.
I will be true to you. Whatever comes."

- Terrence Malick

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"Do thou too, remain warm among ice.
Do thou too, live in this world without being of it.

Be cool at the equator, keep thy blood fluid at the poles.
Like the Great Dome Of St. Peter's and like the Great Whale, retain.

How few, vast as The Whale."

~ Herman Melville, 1851

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