u/yourbeloathed

i got hit, coerced into getting filmed, & stealthed on a hook up at the end of march, & ive been REAAAALLY fucking scared since. i live in a very red state, i wouldve been completely fucked if i conceived. abortion is fully illegal here, if i induced a miscarriage (or was even just suspected of doing so) i couldve gotten charged with murder, i wouldve had to travel out of state to get a procedure, & thats not even mentioning the cost of the surgery, or the fact that just being pregnant at all couldve fucked up my body (given already existing health issues). my life couldve been ruined or even taken from health issues caused by pregnancy.

my periods have been reaaally fucking rough for the last few years, i bleed so goddamn much & it hurts so goddamn bad, but i am HAPPY i am RELIEVED i am FREE 😭😭 i never wanna think about any of this ever again in my life bruh