u/youngman0909

So basically the last few years. I’ve been homeschooled and I do have friends and family I hangout a lot with, including my gf. But at times I feel empty I feel like nothing and it’s something I’ve been struggling with for some time man. Maybe it’s because I sit in my room for like 3/4 of my day doing schoolwork but I also doom scroll a lot. I like to work and make money but sometimes man I don’t wanna do it. I’ve been working out on and off yk have a few gains nothing much. I feel like I’m a little above average for like other dudes my age they all sit and play video games all day but I love to go out and play sports and go fishing. But even those things have just been not as interesting recently. Maybe it’s something to do with my phone man I gotta put it down and lock in. I stopped masturbating and watching porn and I’m proud of it. Maybe if I put my phone down more often I’ll have something to smile about. In these next 6 months I feel like I should enjoy life as a kid/teen before I gotta be an adult and take responsibility. Does anyone have any advice on what I should do? Also maybe some advice on what I should start doing to plan for my adult hood and marriage/ family? Or some things I could do to even just make my health better and have a healthy mind? Any advice helps guys thank you!

Everytime I look down there my guy downstairs looks dark, sometimes even reddish and purplish/ brownish but I read about that it’s bloodflow in my penis? I think? Anyway my penis tends to always look darker than my skin/ more brown and all those colors I told you guys. Is this completely normal?

I’ve been jerking off and masturbating since I was 12 basically almost every single day. A lot of times I watch porn which does mess a lot of things up and I’m just worried I won’t be able to get hard for my future wife and have good strong erections until I’m old. What are the things I should do to fix this? I just wanna be healthy get hard when I need to especially if I wanna have kids in the future. What do I do?