I wanted to view a non nsfw video that triggered my last relapse. I woke up an hour ago. i feel more drained, i snapped from my daze but am worrying about relapse, im worried what happened before will happen again, 8 days clean.
It's My Life By Bon Jovi, is this a good song for beginners? It's a special song to me an d I'm planning to learn this as my first fingers song while learning another song for pick.
Can be Christian or Secular or whatever.
For shows, i just watch kids shows.
For songs i have Skillet's "Sometimes" and after that, It's not me it's you because Sometimes reminds me of who i was before my contamination ocd and It's not me it's you to remind me of masturbation and porn's effect on me
8 days clean, i keep getting dazed but break out of it or i take the adam route on where i know its bad but still follow m vice and break out before i could masturbate, i didnt masturbate, i wont edge. Its triggered from a memory of a youtube short having a "goon hand" but she wasn t being provocative and she just said it's "normal thats your dominant hand". I decided to listen to Sometimes by Skillet to break out of my daze.
What is an easy song on both lead and rhythm from interpol but not too easy? Something like NYC would be too complex because of the tremolo picking and Evil is too easy on rhythm
I had contamination ocd for 6 months, but the rabies ocd i had for 2 years came back, looking back at animal exposures and the fact i live in a rabies common country (Philippines), i got really ill yesterday with sore thriat and i worry a lot
It disturbs me, some people use those to HEAL from sexual trauma but these kinds of things GAVE me sexual trauma. It feels terrifying, it doesn't feel right. It caused me to spiral, I am having a crisis because of how much it hurt me, others are evil, im traumatized from this, i hate when people say religion is evil for not making us "Enjoy our bodies" even without porn, it just feels evil, the world is sexualized to the point i wanted to commit suicide after feeling lust towards my friends.
for example, bass instruments playing alto clef notes vs bass instruments playing a melody that is low and different
I am getting a new phone soon and i just feel traumatized because of a video about sexting on youtube BEING PUBLIC, even its for 18+, it shows a lesbian (actress) couple presumably in the uk because one of the actresses sexting with their fetishes and they began to masturbate to each others TEXTS and touching their phones after doing it to text. Well the video was before this decade but im still traumatized, i have contamination ocd so it makes it w3orse, thats the reason i wanna quit masturbation and even if i do beat it, masturbation made me feel uncomfortable. A year ago, on May, one of my best friends (Who hated me since july) was absent for a lot and i decided to look into one of my classmates and began doing "Imaginary Gooning", i grew too strong, my fantasy got me combining things like a porn film On November 2, day 2 of no nut november 1 hour gooning session. I still remember my female friend telling me she faps and i imagined it and fapped to my imagination. (Shes lost interesrt in lust but i dont know if still faps.). Now im trying to run away from sdexual things but its always when im tired, have no audio, trying to sleep or just waking up. I hate the fact people normalize evil, its just trauma. I abandoned God for porn, I still feel like an apostate (No mass for 2 months, and barely attended for years after 2020)
am sick, kept having fantasies, searched up is fingering a sin, then i snapped, others justify masturbation, atheists- saying that the church hated that no children is bad because children pay tithes, christian - the bible says nothing about it
I had a wet dream and i keep counting days and am too worried 9Day 6)
What are they? I dont know much and id like to know more about black sessions since i saw them on an Unofficial MV for Stella and that video contained rocket bar footage
Matthew 5:27-29 states that whoever looks at a woman with lust has comitted adultery.
Masturbation is a mimicry of sex, but for what exactly? 1 minute goodness? So what? "its healthy." "its normal unless you become a perv". No, many people want that dopamine, they want to be healthy but rather corrode themselves
Fear of Semen, Bathroom, people touching private partts then touching muy stuff without washing and/or the private parets touching my stuff;. I keep washing electropnics like a bass guitar amplifier that shouldnt be washed. Please i need help, my goal is to start living
Im tryna wanna sit with disgust but i also dont wanna lose my sense of disgust, can anyone help?
Yeah, because eventually, you are goin gto store these media in your head, and aftyer lots of time, still remember them with your imagination. Then this is the problem i have with nofap (Secular), they encourage fapping to them just once a week, which is like "Im not addicted bro" its not like junk food. However this means you will never forget some of them, and to free yourself from the daze, do a prayer, im Catholic so if you are a Protestant or EO who does The Sign of the Cross, do it, it helps against Lust and breaks your daze, if not, pray The Lord's Prayer, remember that
2 Corinthians 5:1-10 NIV
For we know that if the earthly tent we live in is destroyed, we have a building from God, an eternal house in heaven, not built by human hands. Meanwhile we groan, longing to be clothed instead with our heavenly dwelling, because when we are clothed, we will not be found naked. For while we are in this tent, we groan and are burdened, because we do not wish to be unclothed but to be clothed instead with our heavenly dwelling, so that what is mortal may be swallowed up by life. Now the one who has fashioned us for this very purpose is God, who has given us the Spirit as a deposit, guaranteeing what is to come.
Therefore we are always confident and know that as long as we are at home in the body we are away from the Lord. For we live by faith, not by sight. We are confident, I say, and would prefer to be away from the body and at home with the Lord. So we make it our goal to please him, whether we are at home in the body or away from it. For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ, so that each of us may receive what is due us for the things done while in the body, whether good or bad.
Im wondering how a Bassline could be both a bassline and a counter to the main melody.
I am wondering what pitch center for tuning you all like that IS NOT A = 440
I want to discuss due to the fact I have seen so mujch music from the 90s and below played in A = 440+ and that midwest emo yt has some music which isnt in A 440
For context, i already know how to play 8th note triplets with my time as a fingerstyle guitarist. Im now a bassist and im wondering how to count this (I can play seven nation army) and 16th note triplets.