I think i finally had enough.
Just when I thought things were better turns out they're not and the man cant be honest to save his life. Ive put up with so much more than what most women would probably put up with all because we have kids and im too much of a coward to navigate single motherhood.
I cant take it anymore. Im a good damn woman I know im worth more than this. Im so angry I wasted my years on this bs and im also so angry I wasted my womb giving this man 3 children. I should've married better so my poor babies could also have better.
I was cheated on through a pregnancy postpartum, and cancer. And the kicker is i know i could do better. I just need to vent. This is such a joke.