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ادري انها سالفة ما تنقال بس كل ما احد سولف عن المستقبل ولا سألني وش بسوي بحياتي ما يراودني اي شعور بالحماس لأي الوجهات الطبيعية للبشر

انا انسانه كل حياتي مكبوتة و خصوصا ب دولة صحراوية ودي بس اطلع و اشم هوا نقي و بدون شكوك من الاهل ليه برا البيت و وش تسوين هذا الوقت

ترا طبيعي لو مثلا الساعه ٣ بالليل قررت اني بطلع و انسدح بالعشب شفيها يعني

المهم يوم افكر في حياتي المثالية اتخيل نفسي في غابة ما تهمني الدولة بس افضل المناخ المعتدل، واكون عايشه في كوخ أدير حياتي لوحدي و اطلع متى ما ابي

والصدق ما تهمني الفلوس أبدا عادي اعيش منتفه دامني حرة
ودامني لحالي ليه مثلا احتاج فلوس عشان اشتري أشياء حلوه ما عندي احد to impress أصلا

وبحكم اني من اهل الرياض متشوقة اعيش في مكان حتى صوت اوراق الشجر اسمعها من هدوء المكان

حتى وظيفة ما ودي اشتغل، ما هو كسل بس يعني ليه اسوي شيء اكرهه طول حياتي عشان اجني فلوس امول فيها حياتي الي ما ابيها أصلا مع ناس ما ابيهم و بالاخير اموت

يعني صدق صدق احس ما فيها شيء أبدا و إذا قلت فكرتي لاحد يحسبونها مراهقه و تعدي ولا سواليف بس أنا فعلا شايفه الموضوع حياة احلامي و مستعدة اسوي اي شيء عشان أحققها

لكن المشاكل الحالية:
١) الاهل

٢) الفلوس

٣) يمكن الحكومة في الدولة ذي تقول وش جابها ذي و ليه عايشه لحالها مدري يمكن يزودون علي الضرايب او شيء

٤) بحثت في الموضوع طلع لازم امتلك أراضي في الغابه لو ابي بس احط رجلي فيها
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عموما شكرا و ودي دعم على حياة احلامي الي مستحيل تضر احد 🫰🏻💜

okay, so i don’t know how to start this off but i’ll try…
ever since i could remember ive always felt other-worldly, an inexplainable tug to anything other world related.

born an arab muslim girl i’ve grown up hearing stories about these magnificent other worldly magical spiritual creatures called Djinn.
despite growing up around the scary stories surrounding them, i couldn’t help but feel drawn to them, i kept reading up on anything Djinn related like i couldn’t get enough!

i can’t explain my attraction to them, and i know it might be “wrong“ but i’ve always wanted to contact one!

but after reading up on them, i heard that they don’t like being summoned or being disturbed, in fact they like to be left alone.

but i’ve also heard stories about nice ones interacting with humans whether it’s to converse, or to help them!

i know summoning one could backfire very easily though.

which leads me to my question: how can i, instead of summoning one, attract one to me instead?

i mean ive heard stories about people coincidentally meeting Djinn or maybe the Djinn begins contacting them whether in dreams or real life without them even having to do anything!

i though maybe they possessed certain qualities or habits that attracted them?

lots of my friends talk about their close relatives Djinn experiences or stories, i can’t help but feel jealous each time, why can’t i have some similar experience? i feel like i might appreciate it more than them lol

but i don't wanna do witch craft or any of that sort, i’d just like to meet one.

I've even heard stories of Djinn falling in love with humans! and apparently they sometimes take their lovers to the Djinn realm!

if i’m honest, i’d love a Djinn husband instead of a real one, they sound far more enticing and attractive than humans..

although that’s not my full intention! i just want an other worldly experience…

another note on that, I'm obsessed with the concept of anything outside our realm or universe or whatever you wanna call it.

Peter Pan, Alice in wonderland, Harry potter, Labyrinth, the chronicles of narnia; anything other worldly related, you name it, ive probably seen it!

which is why i’d love to visit their world as well, some say you might go crazy, but you’ll never know if you don’t try, right?

i know people often summon them for wishes and things like that but that’s also not my intention, maybe i just want something that proves to me that they’re real, you know?

i’m the type who can only believe something if i see it with my eyes.

all this to say; how can i get a djinn to interact with me without disturbing or offending them?

like im scared i might anger them and they’ll hurt me but at the same time i can’t help but dream of meeting one…

alright so i have this final project that’s due in a few, about the trigonometric functions in daily life.

our teacher explained that we needed to find some unique uses for the trigonometric functions in daily life, but here’s the catch:

our math teacher is pretty strict, and she said the thing you talk about you got to show the work for it, like, for example; she said that they use the trigonometric functions for crime scenes when they find the blood stain on the floor to calculate how the murder happened.

she said she failed a girl cause she just threw random blood stains on the floor and began calculating.
she said to make it more accurate you have fill up a sponge with fake blood and stab it ? and then you calculate the stains in front of the class to see if it’s correct.

that seems too messy and a bit tedious for me, so i was wondering if anyone on here actually uses trigonometry in their jobs or daily life,

i know i could’ve asked on google but id rather ask on here to see if actual people use it in day to day life, plus id like to add the feedback at the end of my presentation.

plus, she said she’d add a bonus if the thing you pick is unique or weird, i’m not sure how but the crime scene one was also part of the bonus since it’s gonna be hard to do.

if anyone has some unique job or unique use for it id be eternally grateful for any ideas, you don’t gotta explain a lot, just tell me what’s your job and why you use it and maybe an example if you’d like !

as a female muslim living the middle east i’ve always wondered such.

here its normal and even encouraged for men to have up to 4 wives, and im not trying to be biased in saying that i truly don’t understand it, of course, as a woman you wouldn’t want your husband to sleep with other women even if they were his wive but even then i dont think anyone would like this.

we had this discussion with my religion teacher today which prompted this post.

she said we couldn’t argue against it and its just something we have to deal with. she said you’re an idiot if you wanna divorce your husband for having a second wife (since all girls in class said we’d want a divorce)

she talked about how men have the ability to love more than one women,

but does that mean more than four or is four the limit of such lust? or maybe it’s unlimited and he’ll keep lusting over women till his last breath.

she talked about how even if he got a second wife he’ll still love you both the same, but isn’t that a revolting idea?

all the moments you share; intimacy, jokes, daily life, is also shared with someone else

she talked about how you shouldn’t ruin your marriage just cause he cheated

but if that’s not enough to prompt a breakup, what will be? where is the line drawn?

she acted out this situation with a girl in class. she pretended to be the man and offered her money and a new house and so many stuff and how much “he” loves her, but he just has this desire he needs to fulfill

but is that all that truly matters in a marriage? material things? she made it seem like i should be okay with it if he’s spoiling me

well maybe i just want to spend the rest of my life with my soulmate whomever he may be, through sickness and in health and poverty and wealth??

i’m not saying this cause im a female, i truly believe in true love, even if i were a man, sure i might get lustful but when i find the love of my life why would i ever look at another?

so, enough with all the sappy talk, i thought is there truly a biological explanation or are we only told that so men can do as they please?

i mean she talked about how it’s in men’s nature to cheat and wanna be with more than one woman

but i argued that, we all know it’s a woman’s nature to wanna look pretty, so why in islam do women have to cover up? isn’t that fighting against our biological nature? wearing a hijab makes me look ugly and sad

so is it only okay to suppress biological desires when it’s against women?

alright, god tested women on what they struggle with the most, but he couldn’t test men on their biggest urge and desire as well?

women and men follow the same rules in islam by default yet women have an additional set of rules in which i can argue make this life harder for a female than a male

i also argued why we as women couldn’t have a second husband too?

she said women could only hold one person in their heart at a time

and although that’s true for me i’ve seen lots of women have two boyfriends or having a crush on multiple guys

so it isn’t just for men but how come they get the privilege ?

anyways if anyone has any researches that either back me up or back my teacher up it’d be very much appreciated.