u/soul_roach_4life

If you have to make things up then you know why you feel guilty and that’s your guilt to carry I’m sorry I won’t make it mine because that’s what was special about it and you are denying me and who I’ve proven to be and you minimized me just like you minimize yourself. You feel guilty because you are. To fix it, is to be honest with yourself. No one said it’s your fault but you either see your fault and leave mine alone. But this pretending you don’t understand what is yours to carry is why you can’t find peace and happiness. We said how bittersweet it all is and you’re right if you focus on yourself then I think we will work together that is if you are who I know you to be and have always trusted you to be. Here’s to a new chapter i hope you are in it.

So as the title suggests my best friend passed away in September (cancer) it was fast and awful. We were closer than anyone I’ve ever met. He came to me in a dream the night before he passed to say he loved me and it was time. He passed without ever waking up again. That dream felt unreal. But as time goes on his communication after death happens when I’m awake and I have evidence that others who knew him can’t make sense of. Reddit specifically my personal account made a new account and it’s this one is it and we had an inside joke about the phrase soul roach. I ve had Reddit for 4 years and my original account still exists but this one appeared when he died I didn’t even notice the new account until a few months later. There are other things but this one you can see look at my account name and profile I swear I didn’t make this account.