Feeling exhausted as a student teacher with a difficult placement
Not long ago I started my second year as a student teacher (I’m from South America, so the school year starts around mid-March). I was assigned to teach Social Studies to 10th graders in a public high school located in a low-income neighborhood.
So far, it’s been a nightmare. This school has a lot of issues. Honestly, the real question is: what issues don’t they have?
The students are generally far behind what’s expected for their age. During first period, half the class is mentally still asleep. They rarely participate and most days I feel like I’m talking to a wall. They hate following instructions, refuse to work with classmates outside their friend groups, constantly insult each other (sometimes right in front of me), and seem deeply unmotivated. Everything feels like a battle just to get them to do the bare minimum (and sometimes they won’t even do that).
As a young teacher (I’m 23) coming from a much calmer school last year (with its own problems, sure, but nowhere near this level) it honestly feels exhausting to put an enormous amount of effort to move the class inch by inch. And emotionally, it’s starting to wear me down. I don’t feel capable enough, I feel boring, I feel unwanted and unwelcomed the moment I walk into the classroom.
Thankfully, I have an incredibly supportive mentor teacher. She suggested I try teaching 9th grade instead and told me they’re “better” than my current 10th graders. I’m assuming “better” means they come with the exact same problems, only slightly toned down. Still, at this point, that sounds worth trying.
But now I’m carrying this huge fear of ending up in the exact same situation with the 9th graders, so I’m trying to anticipate problems before they happen based on everything I’ve experienced with 10th grade so far:
- They lack basic manners. Most don’t even greet when they walk into the classroom. It feels incredibly disrespectful.
- My school doesn’t have Chromebooks or anything fancy, so we work the old-school way: notebooks, pens, printed worksheets. The problem is they don’t organize anything. Papers end up crumpled in backpacks or completely lost because they refuse to glue worksheets into their notebooks or use folders.
- Even when activities are clearly numbered and labeled, they somehow still don’t know what they’re supposed to be doing.
- I can’t count on them to bring materials or even remember instructions from one day to another. If I tell them to bring supplies for an activity, a good number will still show up empty-handed.
- Everything is a joke to them. One student got caught doing something disrespectful, my mentor teacher made him apologize to me, and I told him I would only accept the apology if he genuinely committed to improving his behavior. He said “yeah”, went back to his seat, and immediately started laughing about it with his friend.
- Academically, the gaps are huge. Many struggle to read, write, follow instructions, summarize information, or even form proper sentences. I feel less like a high school teacher and more like I’m teaching skills they should have learned in elementary.
It’s hard not to feel defeated sometimes but I won’t give up. So now I’m trying to figure out how to prepare myself better before stepping into a 9th grade classroom.
How do you anticipate these problems before they spiral out of control? How do you establish routines, expectations, and basic respect when students seem completely disconnected from school culture altogether?