u/princessoftheocean29

I miss you and even though I hate to admit it, I miss you a lot and I thought it would be easy to get over you but it isn’t, it’s not easy at all.

I wish I still had a way to talk to you again just to hear how you are even though I know you’re the same. Still I wish you would know how I am. I wish I could sing songs to you and talk all day long about everything.

If I could just go back into the past and change things I would. I know I should be happy with how it is now but I just can’t seem to feel that good.

I miss you and even though I hate to admit it, I miss you a lot and I thought it would be easy to get over you but it isn’t, it’s not easy at all.

I wish I still had a way to talk to you again just to hear how you are even though I know you’re the same. Still I wish you would know how I am. I wish I could sing songs to you and talk all day long about everything.

If I could just go back into the past and change things I would. I know I should be happy with how it is now but I just can’t seem to feel that good.

I miss you and even though I hate to admit it, I miss you a lot and I thought it would be easy to get over you but it isn’t, it’s not easy at all.

I wish I still had a way to talk to you again just to hear how you are even though I know you’re the same. Still I wish you would know how I am. I wish I could sing songs to you and talk all day long about everything.

If I could just go back into the past and change things I would. I know I should be happy with how it is now but I just can’t seem to feel that good.

So guys I’m in like an art slump and I want to get back into drawing more so send me your pets, whatever they are, bunny, cats or dogs etc. I’ll draw all of them tomorrow once it’s day for me again

I try to not seek validation from older men online but I keep coming back to it. Sometimes I can do months or weeks without it but then something happens and I go back to it. I wish I wouldn’t need to feel this way.

I’ve had so many bad experiences online before, and everyday I think about them. I wish I could turn back time and change things, I wish I could just delete those memories from my brain.

But it’s just not that easy, my mom and some other people know about me being grommed and when I think about it I always feel so embarrassed. I feel like I haven’t really like closed that part yet and moved on. I’m still stuck in the past and I don’t know how to deal with what happened. I know I need to talk about it but I’m too embarrassed to.

I don’t even know if he was my groomer, but I do miss talking to him. I miss it a lot and I don’t know how long it will take to get over him.

All I do is look for attention from men to fill that void now that I can’t talk to him, I know that this is my own choice but I can’t stop.