What am I?
I am 19 a male probably.I am a clown 🤡 around people.yes, that's what they call for bein kind and understanding.Am i though?if not then what am I?
( I have 0 intentions to portray myself good but yeah I never asked or intended to do bad for someone so yeah maybe that's my mistake is it??).
Today,it was a very horrible day People called childish and immature.
(I am not gay just the thing is i don't know how to behave manly that's what people say )
I wasn't like this untill I joined my highschool everything changed very drastically everyone liked that funny and clumsy guy who used to make everyone laugh.The same mouths who used to laugh at my jokes now laugh at my personality.yeah,idk but I am goin to face depression if it goes like this so here's the thing I want to make a better personality and a better person if possible I want my Spark back.I want to earn my respect afterall who likes to portray himself as a clown in front of everyone.yeah, I am not dumb i am well aware of how I am being used but Idk how tf am I supposed to conter myself from these typa monsters. In case any of you have faced the same issue and could find a solution please let me know🥀