Che vuol dire poi rendita matematica? E poi i simboli a caso sulla lavagna? Ero concentrato al pc ad ascoltare musica e lavorare, e poi appare lui. Nonostante lo blocco mi appare sempre.
Edit: errori di battitura
I'm worried I'm getting old m33
Hello,
I started to be curios about old man since I was very young but never had the courage to meet someone, just internet pics and looking at man in the beaches.
I started to meet online old man around the age of 19 and met the first old man around 60 at 25. After that I was always looking to meet old man, the married ones exited me the most. Met this married one who was fucking me very good after his office job, met the one who was retired and invited to his home when his wife was out, a lot of other old man, most of them were very nice with me, almost 90% of man who I met were very nice, respecful and caring. Now I'm in relationship with a 76 year old and he's the most nicest person I met ever, he loves me and worries about me all the time. We meet once or twice per week.
I noticed that when you cross the thirties you get less attention from old man and I'm worried I couldn't find anyone after or it will be difficult.
What are your experiences?
Hello,
I started to be curios about old man since I was very young but never had the courage to meet someone, just internet pics and looking at man in the beaches.
I started to meet online old man around the age of 19 and met the first old man around 60 at 25. After that I was always looking to meet old man, the married ones exited me the most. Met this married one who was fucking me very good after his office job, met the one who was retired and invited to his home when his wife was out, a lot of other old man, most of them were very nice with me, almost 90% of man who I met were very nice, respecful and caring. Now I'm in relationship with a 76 year old and he's the most nicest person I met ever, he loves me and worries about me all the time. We meet once or twice per week.
I noticed that when you cross the thirties you get less attention from old man and I'm worried I couldn't find anyone after or it will be difficult.
What are your experiences?
Hello all,
I'm trying so hard to understand the cause of my compulsive gambling but haven't succeeded yet. I'm a gambling addict and can't control my self and my impulses, it always end up loosing all the money, even the food ones, debts for over 80k. Beside that I can't control my homosexual impulses either, having sex with different people, mostly elderly/daddy type, I feel more safe to it. Even had sex in exhcnage of money for gambling. Everytime I do those things I feel bad after.
Gambling is bringing me to d3ath slowly.
I'm folliwng a GA therapy but seems like isnt working.
Feel hoples, destructive impulses and controlling me.
Sorry to say this but can't find any solution to gambling, always fall into it, lie to myself all time. If i had a button to press to my life now I would have pressed it. This addiction has no cure at all, there's no hope.
Ciao a tutti,
Da come si capisce anche nel titolo ricado sempre nel gioco d'azzardo. È da 10 anni che questa storia va avanti così. Non so che farne, seguo un percorso al serd da 2 anni ma non sta funzionando. Cosa posso fare? Vi prego qualsiasi cosa che mi potete suggerire per uscire da questa situazione.
M34, hello everyone.
I've been gambling since I was 23, so I've been gambling for about 10 years...
I've lost a lot of money, crazy amounts, and I'm about 80,000 in debt.
I also started the program at the social services center in my region two years ago.
The fact is, I don't see any changes and I keep falling back into gambling every time.
Getting back to the cause, which I believe is true even though I haven't spoken to the professionals at the social services center.
When I was a teenager, I realized I had homosexual tendencies and didn't accept myself as a person. I lived in fear, hiding my feelings. Sometimes I was bullied at school, even though I was among the best students.
In my early college years, I lived a normal student life, going out with girls a few times, but nothing special. It never worked out. I even had relationships with 2-3 girls, but nothing. This situation made me completely withdrawn, and that's when I started gambling, initially for fun, while the addiction grew and I escaped the loneliness and anxiety of exams. At 25, I also started dating men. I met a man much older than me, who I'm still dating today and who helped me a lot financially (even if that money was used to fuel my gambling). At 29, I started accumulating debt while continuing to date other men. It had become a mix of gambling, work, and dating, nothing else. I even got to the point of meeting people in exchange for money I spent on gambling, and this creates enormous discomfort and makes me very ashamed. I can't have a normal relationship (I mean with a woman) like everyone else, I always have to hide. I think the reason for the game is my hidden sexual identity, but maybe I'm wrong.
What do you think?