u/nonewexistence

Just got back from a friend’s house and was bored all the time and didn’t even feel like they were my friends. Had a Grindr hookup and we ended up on a date and didn’t feel connected at all. I’m alone.

I’m diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder with Psychotic Features. AMA

I got diagnosed with it at 18. I also have DPDR. I recently had a bad psychotic episode which landed me in jail and nearly ruined my life. It was my first one. This disorder sucks so god damn much. But I’m surviving. It’s just something I have to live with.