u/morrissigh

I was at a baseball game yesterday and my thigh touched the thigh of the guy sitting next to me. I didn’t move away from his thigh right away and I kind of liked the sensation. it was like a few seconds and then he nonchalantly moved his away, didn’t seem like he freaked out.

But I am very disturbed by this. One of my scariest themes is involuntary molesting someone. This always manifests as thoughts but I felt like I actually acted out an intrusive thought and my fear of becoming a molester has come true. I’m just so disturbed that I liked it and didn’t move away from him right away. I hope he wasn’t freaked out. Has anyone dealt with something like this?

I was at a baseball game yesterday and my thigh touched the thigh of the guy sitting next to me. I didn’t move away from his thigh right away and I kind of liked the sensation. it was like a few seconds and then he nonchalantly moved his away, didn’t seem like he freaked out.

But I am very disturbed by this. One of my scariest themes is involuntary molesting someone. This always manifests as thoughts but I felt like I actually acted out an intrusive thought and my fear of becoming a molester has come true. I’m just so disturbed that I liked it and didn’t move away from him right away. I hope he wasn’t freaked out. Has anyone dealt with something like this?