u/mettaomegaxo

I am a medium and I can connect with other people's past loved ones but as far as my own family goes I don't have any connection with them...I do however see my star family and extraterrestrials. I came into this world not fitting in with my earth family at all, my mom is a drug addict and dad SAed me as a kid, they are alive still...but I don't even really connect with extended family who passed. I just see light beings and ones who aren't human at all. Am I not human or something? I never really felt like a real person my whole life🤣...sorry if that sounds outlandish.

Recently got diagnosed with gunpowder endo in this area...does any one else have this? What are your symptoms?

So I am a female and I do massage for clients...it seems like 95 percent of guys want a happy ending of some sort, they literally will beg for anything.. hand job, blow job, sex it doesn't matter... anything. I'm feeling very discouraged as I feel like people don't take me seriously as a therapist. I don't really understand the hype about an orgasm that literally lasts like 2 mins. I do not have a sex drive at all, I don't get turned on touching people, it's a job, that's it...they think cause I'm touching them that I want them. Massage to me is both intuitive and mechanical, just trying to unfuck your back not fuck you.