u/memefakeboy

I feel like I never learned how to be in a relationship and now that I’m in my 30’s, it feels like I’m too independent to ever be in one.

I’m kind of upset seeing how straight people are able to freely date in high school, essentially gaining practice from such a young age.

I spent years and years in the closet, and now that I finally feel comfortable enough in my own skin, I feel like I’m too set in my ways to fully share my life with another person. I hate sleeping in the same bed with someone else, I start to resent my partners when they get too involved in my life. I hate that I feel that way, but it’s just how I feel. Any thoughts?

A friend gave me his wristband to EDC, but I have zero plans set up. It honestly kinda feels overwhelming to even consider going.

Could I still buy camping? Could I still get a hotel? Is everything gonna be too expensive at this point?