u/loupsauvage8

I'm addict since 13 years old

I’m trapped in my addiction, hurting myself because I didn’t like life. But then I fell in love, and suddenly my life matters

I want to be here, with him, for him. He sees me as I am, yet he fears what the drugs are doing to my mind and body, and he’s terrified of losing me.

I can’t just let it go all at once… I feel imprisoned by this darkness, but now I want to fight for us, for a future together.

i don't know how

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u/loupsauvage8 — 24 hours ago

Be a artist or not to be ...

should I follow my dreams and do what truly makes me happy, or just conform to society and earn enough to pay my taxes? I am a painter, and I pour the best of myself into my work. I paint my illness not only to understand and come to terms with it, but also to help others grasp it. I hope my work can improve the lives of patients or their loved ones, offering a glimpse of the world through the eyes of someone who is sick. That’s why I believe this is the path I’m meant to follow.

Yet my family keeps telling me I’m making the wrong choices, saying that being an artist isn’t a 'real' job and that it’s full of struggles… I feel lost.

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u/loupsauvage8 — 24 hours ago

Be a artist or not to be ... That is the question

Should I follow my dreams and do what truly makes me happy, or just conform to society and earn enough to pay my taxes? I am a painter, and I pour the best of myself into my work. I paint my illness not only to understand and come to terms with it, but also to help others grasp it. I hope my work can improve the lives of patients or their loved ones, offering a glimpse of the world through the eyes of someone who is sick. That’s why I believe this is the path I’m meant to follow.

Yet my family keeps telling me I’m making the wrong choices, saying that being an artist isn’t a 'real' job and that it’s full of struggles… I feel lost.

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u/loupsauvage8 — 24 hours ago

How can you succeed in having a good social interaction ?

I don’t feel confident, I don’t feel like I’m good enough, and I struggle with conversations

looking for skills to have a conversation that matches what I’m capable of.

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u/loupsauvage8 — 1 day ago

Collab

Hi 👋

I'm looking for a collab

I make background in acrylic painting : pouring technical. Ans you do something représente a émotion with your imagination free !

I will make a exhibition and i wish show the result here and in my art magazine

Send me some picture of your univers if you are interested or Ask me something ☺️🫠🤗

Can't wait

50/50 on the sell ;)

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u/loupsauvage8 — 1 day ago

See shadow when i try to be "normal" it's s**** !! !

well i paint... that's what is see . Shadow , shadow, shadow like people broken

Skyzophrenia really s*** i try to look like "normal but when you speack when someone and you just see shadow around him ... it's hard to keep the normal face 😥😱

u/loupsauvage8 — 4 days ago

My nightmare in pencil , did i really sleep ?

just draw my nightmare when i wake up

i dont know if i really sleep... 🤫

im Skyzophrenia

u/loupsauvage8 — 5 days ago

Story time: I found out he’s going to propose to me !

My boyfriend asked me to reply to his messages while he was taking a nap (we’re both artists, we sometimes work in collaboration).

That’s when I noticed the name of one of my favorite poets in his DM.

I opened the conversation… and saw that he was asking for a signed copy of his latest book, hoping to receive it before our anniversary—so he could propose to me.

That’s it… now I’m just waiting for that date with so much excitement.

Whats will happen now ? 🤗😅

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u/loupsauvage8 — 5 days ago

Sometimes I wish the sea stayed the sea. No ghosts in the waves. Schizophrenia su**

Ocean or forest ?

My hallucinations of the morning... it's hard to see distorsion and look like "normal" front of people around me ...

u/loupsauvage8 — 7 days ago