I (20F) feel embarrassed that I squirt every time I orgasm. Need advice on getting over this.
Me and my bf (21M) got together about 2 months ago and it’s been great. This is my first relationship, and pretty much all of my sexual firsts have been with him as well.
I told him when we first got together that I had never orgasmed, even by myself. He’s very caring and puts my pleasure first, but has not been able to make me finish because I always get overstimulated and ask him to stop.
Recently, I’ve been experimenting with a vibrator and have been able to orgasm, but have discovered that I squirt. Every single time. This honestly feels kinda gross and it makes clean up such a pain.
I’m not even sure if I should tell him - it feels embarrassing to be honest. But I feel like now that I know this, it’ll make orgasming with him twice as unlikely since I have a mental block around it. But my orgasms are kind of weak and underwhelming anyways - so I don’t really care whether I finish but he really wants to make me come.
Can anyone who also squirts please provide some advice around getting over this shame? Advice on how to navigate this situation with my BF would be appreciated as well.