If you saw my previous post I did a few weeks ago, I just want to let everyone know I broke off with my loser ex. Never settle for less, never let anyone disrespect you and please don't stay in a sexless marriage.
My husband ever since we started dating every now and then threaten me to leave me, on random days, when we started dating I was younger and naive so I would beg him to stay. Then everything would be fine. And then, he continue doing this, like every 5 months, but after we move together the threat is not breaking up but him moving somewhere else. Unfortunately I fell into the trap again. Multiple times he is very rude and verbally aggressive, including telling me to shut the fuck up. He never beat me though. Another times he dismiss all my emotions and feelings, if I am feeling sick or don't want to go out with him or spend time with him, he will try to force me by acting like a victim. The worse is that he is most of the time very loving and caring. I think he is mentally unwell and uses the love he gives me to keep me in this relationship.
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He came home drunk, he apparently fell in the street and was covered in blood, extremely wasted. I called his sister because I was super scared and didn't knew what to do, he was groaning in pain, and couldn't even walk for how much drunk he was. After that he got extremely aggressive with me because Ive told his sister, he kept being rude and aggressive and told me to shut the fuck up multiple times. I left the house during middle of the night and he kept calling me and threatening to call my mom for some reason. He is currently in extreme pain and cannot take care of himself now. While I am at home, when he gets better I think I will ask for the divorce. Disrespecting your partner means you don't love them anymore. However things are very hard between us and it will take some time for us to separate because we both need to move and as of right now we don't have anywhere to go. We will see. Would you divorce over this disrespect?
Fat, any kind of fat, oil, you name it. Garlic, onion, sugar, sweeteners, any kind of caffeine, high fodmap vegetables and fruit. Literally I cannot have anything at all. I don't even know what a safe food is nowdays. I tried switching coffee for matcha and guess what? It also fucking hurts my stomach. The pain is unbearable. It makes me think I did a terrible thing but all I did was eat something. I genuinely think sometimes starving is better. What should I eat? Bland soup with a side of rice? Is this what will not make me get sick? I feel sick all the time, I am always in the bathroom. Life is terrible rn. Let me know what is your favorite safe food for ibs-d that is not high fat and does have some sort of protein in it.
Anyone dealing with this? What helped you? Mine is getting worse :/
When I was 18 my mom wanted me to get a pap smear, even though I didn't wanted to go, she forced me. I got naked and In the room there were 2 doctors. She opened me up, and when she was checking inside she said she saw something white, within 2 minutes she said she would do a biopsy, and before I consent, she took a piece out of my cervix, all of this in 2 minutes. I was left shocked, with the worse pain inside of me, ive felt like I had an abortion or something, I felt violated. I literally couldn't speak anytime and my mom keep asking me what was wrong and all I could do was cry. To this day I didn't returned to any gynecologists. Neither I will. It wasn't cancer or anything at all.
Let me start by saying that I've tried everything in the book, getting new sexy lingerie, getting shaved, being extremely clean, going on a relaxing vacation, teasing, communicating openly. You name it.
Excuse after excuse, he says he is stressed, and then even after relaxing day he is not into it. In this entire year we were intimate twice. And it was not PIV. This is driving me insane, I love my husband and our marriage, we barely have any issues, but i am tired of feeling like a pervert for wanting intimacy. I am afraid I married an asexual or something. And no he doesn't have ED. Nor depression. This is just sad genuinely. I just want to have sex like a normal person without having to beg for it, without being refused. Not having sex is a deal breaker for me, I admire the people who can live a sexless life, but to me, sex is intimacy, it is love, not just lust. And to not be able to do it with the person I love drives me crazy.
I am (hopefully) going to start a course/college next year, hoping to find the best and if possible scholarship. However I am wondering what I should expect about it. Or something you wish you knew before starting the course. I am all ears