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Hello all, this year i have dedicated it to finding my faith and so far i think reform judisam is the one i am very interested and passionate about it however with all these faiths i have been looking into one thing that has set me back from the community is that i am a disabled adult so while i can travel on my own i can't very far and the only synagogue in my area is pretty far away and would require a bus journey which sadly i can't take on my own.

So i have been joining some forms, trying to find content which made me want to ask if anyone else here is also disabled and jewish how do you cope? how do you get closer to the community do you ahve any advice on not to feel so alone? i would greatly appreciate it. i know how it feels to be an outsider and the hurt but i feel like this new chapter has given me some hope.

Hello all, so this year i have been doing some soul diving, i've honestly tried every religion at least once but so far none have felt like 'me'. And since my family has no religious background i have the freedom to choose luckily (but they are still critical about religion in general lol but still feel eager to find one)

I'm coming at this with a complete blank slate i know Judaism like other religions has a wide spectrum but i've found Reform Judaism has the closest beliefs that i share anyway and i feel the most comfortable with dipping my toes into.

I was wondering if any one would be kind enough to share what books a total newbie like me with no clue should look into? or just. your favorite/most approachable books on any topic i feel like i don't have an exact map on where to go but i have been doing some basic research into things. I would also like any youtubers /podcasts you watch and listen to i have explored some already but i would like more real people's opinions rather than just a simple google search.

Thank you.

I haven't had much sleep tonight so sorry if this sounds strange or rambly tonight i couldn't sleep so i watched some porn and got off i'm female and it was pretty intense this is normal for me as i like that masturbation knocks me out. Near the end i felt a rumbling not in my stomach but sort of my left thigh area (but not in the thigh directly like...outside of it) that i thought was weird it was like empty stomach growling but i wasn't hungry i was actually rather full that was Odd.

So i assumed that was queefing but i'm not entirely sure? i do get quiet gassy sometimes esp after sorry if that is tmi. Im used to dealing with mess and also smell but i literally just went to the bathroom and there is no cum, like no traces at all maybe it's my midnight brain but i am just so freaking confused like where did i go? i thought i had came a lot tonight but no nothing not eve a stain or trace on my clothes which i am just used to.

Nothing it's gone lol. Does anyone know if this is...normal did i build the ograsm to be more in my head than it was? this is mind boggled me has anyone else had this experience at all or am i crazy???.