I don't often excel at school. Got marks back for two of my internals and I got around top for two, above average for another two, and just below for one.
Obviously I will try my best but as someone with an unfortunate home life + personal reasons, I have my limits. Just need to know if this number is achievable and what should I do to achieve it.
I do engi, software, enterprise, adv math and adv english.
Sorry if this question sounds uneducated. I genuinely don't know anything about work in the engineering industry and would love to learn more! I am 17 and about to select my course for early entry to uni.
Initially I wanted to do software, however due to the rise of AI I'm really not sure if that's a stable option anymore. Obviously, I'm also aware of the unequal distribution between genders in most engineering courses and would want to know more about the effect of that.
Currently I'm considering civil (?) but open to anything.
Honest as of right now, all I want is to be able to get a decent job as soon as I graduate (as I come from a low-income family and have an extreme fear of unemployment). Thank you!
I've begun to not care about anything in life. there are zero things that i am interested in that would keep me motivated for more than a day. usually i get by by procrastinating until the very end when i suddenly realised that I do care, then pulled a 180 to finish the work or put in the effort.
Now though that doesn't happen anymore. Skipped my job interview because I felt like it. Did not study for life changing exam because I didn't want to. did not reply nor hang out with any of my friend just cause it meant I had to try. Worst part is I don't even care that I did that and now 'suffering' the consequences!
I do nothing nowaday not even sleep. I hold almost no memory of my days. I don't look forward to the future but doesn't have deep regrets about the past either. It's like even my brain chemicals are too lazy to work lol
Felt this way for years now. It only gets worse.