u/katherineismynam

Hello lovely people! I have been a good student since 10th class, studied good till degree scored good GPA as well then worked in Deloitte and KPMG. For the outside people it was a great thing and I was rare among my college friends to secure such a big position from my own but I didn’t liked working there, money was there but I didn’t liked working under pressure, under so many snake people who tried to bring doing even though working for 10 hours and skipping meals also politics so I left the firm for some break. On the other hand, I really do good makeup, my friends and family always encourages me to become a makeup artist, create content or open your own studio! Should I take the risk? But my mom says what’s the point of studying if you wanted to be only a makeup artist? Is working in such big MNC and being someone’s slave is good instead of being making artist and having freedom of business? (Sorry if there are any grammatical mistakes because I’m not a native English speaker)

(I am 23 years old living with my parents and I do have savings from my job)

I live in my step fathers house who is really toxic towards me my mom and my siblings, my siblings are his own children, I convinced my mom several times to divorce him but she guilt trips me that she married him for my future and don’t have enough funds but he is forcing me to marry outside of my caste which my dad follows, when my moms is not divorcing him I tried to study abroad from my own I tried three countries but didn’t worked out and I was doing a job for my mom and siblings later they were being ungrateful of my hard earned money and licking my step fathers ass when he is giving them some of the money! I left 2 of the big fours for going abroad but now I’m having some savings and I’m interested in makeup, I did study well and did jobs for my mom but I feel it was waste now because she didn’t appreciated my efforts! I hated boys in my life because of my father and didn’t want to marry yet and she is shaming me that I can’t even find a boyfriend and asking me to run away don’t be a burden on me as I’m 25! I have some money loan which I have taken for going abroad from my previous job! What should I do? Should I be selfish and focus on my dream makeup artist career or business which I actually wanted to pursue and move out at least in a pg? Or should I continue 9to 5 ?