I don't know what to do anymore.
Was broken up more than an year ago but we were in contact. It was only the hope of us getting back together at some point in the future that was keeping me going; but today he made clear he won't come back, that he doesn't love me anymore and he "won't be able to even touch me now".
I feel devastated. My body feels lifeless. Nothing feels worth it anymore. I don't know how I will survive this. All I wanted was for us to live happily together, we were long distance so we never really got that chance. I will always keep believing that we would have worked out if we were close together.
Oh God what will I do. When he said all this to me today I had severe pain in my chest and heart. Why is this so painful. I feel like just sleeping forever to not feel this and so that I can be with him in my dream atleast. I hate this.
Even more I hate myself for all this.