My husband died two days ago and I’m experiencing so much confusion , can anyone give me advice on how to cope?
I’m not really understanding or processing
I know he’s dead and his dead body is the last thing I saw of him
But my mind is not wrapping around it
In some ways it feels like he’s still alive
I feel his ghost and his presence
I feel him speaking to me
Like Hes still at work and going to come home
Like he’s waiting at the park and thinking of what to text me
I am utterly confused at what is happening and I am so shocked
Please someone who has experienced something similar can you relate with me and is there better subs to talk about this
I am seeing signs of him everywhere and it’s like every animal and human being is a piece of him
My mind tells me he’s still around but I know it’s not possible
I am absolutely drowning
He is shouting at me from the other side
He is watching me while being dead
Everyone must think he’s still alive
I must be the only one who knows for certain that he’s dead
Somebody help me I’m not okay