u/inkiepie69

Therapy isn’t available for me but from what I can figure, I heavily suspect I have NPD. A lot of shit just lines up. I recently just lost a lot of friends and I don’t even know why, and it’s just kind of brutalised me. I want to be better. I want to be human. I want people to trust me and not regret it. I want to stop making mistakes. I want to stop hating myself. Where do I start, are there books? YouTube tutorials or some shit? How do I stop being like this, how do I stop hurting people.

Met someone on here who was VERY adamant that they did not own a steam account, would not be making one, and will be playing their GOG library using the steam machine instead.

While I recognise you.. *can* do that, I’m just a bit bewildered that somebody *would.* I would think the primary thing running through your head when purchasing a Steam Machine is “I’m going to play steam games on this” but apparently not.

So what are you going to do with your steam machine?

I’m gonna waste money on this thing anyway so I’m gonna get 2TB no matter the price, but what about you guys? Assume 2TB is a couple hundred more than the standard, are you gonna go with that or are you gonna go with the standard and just use the SD card reader and maybe an external drive?

I’ve been in relationships previously, but all of them were through anonymous accounts online (think twitter) where we talked and got to know each other before ever meeting in person or seeing each others faces.

But how do I date outside of that? Dating apps for instance, half of it is looks, you swipe left or right depending on if a person looks good or not. But to me, no one looks good, because I have no idea about them. They’re just disgusting humans that all look the same. I’ve never swiped right on a single person no matter how hard I’ve searched.

Am I really just meant to be meeting people and hoping a friendship evolves into something more? Or should I be trying to force it and pray I find them attractive some day?

I’m clueless when it comes to PC specs, but I currently don’t own one and have never had a VR headset. I was planning on buying all three of the new drops, but it seems like that would be stupid if the Steam Machine isn’t strong enough to run any of the games I want to play on the Steam Frame. Is it really as weak as people say?

Never left Tasmania, shit scared to fly for the first time, but that aside I am going to be going from large open fields and jobs working on potato sorters to the city in Queensland. I have absolutely no idea what to expect, I know I have to get a new drivers license for Queensland and probably have to tell the government that I live up there now, but is there anything else I should know? Anything cool? Anything dangerous? Any big cultural differences? Am I going to be called two-headed much? Is the medical stuff different? I‘m really just out of my depth.

sounds like a dumb question, probably is since I’m a dumb person, but if it runs Steam OS, is marketed as a PC, and can run plenty of Norma steam games all compatible with the VR controllers, what is the point in buying the Steam Machine and Steam Controller if the Steam Frame does the job of both- plus VR?