u/iamttough

just cheer me I touched my limits thats all I can do

so I’m a hs junior and ik dancing in an event doesn’t sound like introvert stuff, but I’ve been pushing myself for the last month, engaging myself w everything I could. turns out it wasn’t the best idea.

today was by far the worst day, no reason at all. my social energy was already drained, and then came the mockery about my accent and that feeling of being left out. that’s all it took. they literally killed me and I had zero facial expressions after that. I was there for another half an hour, and it was terrible

tmr I’ll be dealing with the same ppl again, and it’s the performance. if I fumble it, idk how m gonna take that.

I'm too much into her and I also care too much. I just don't get enough alone time w her. I'm a good friend w her but ion think she's into me. and I feel too awkward to confess either. she's leaving for college in a month and I'm still a junior.

it's so painful

i’ve been spending a good amount of time with her nowadays but i lowkey suck at being interesting, funny, or flirting/rizzing her. apparently im supposed to do that or you can’t get girls. idk how to feel about that tbh. im like a nerd so it’s just not me.

also i used to feel super happy every time i interacted with her, but nowadays i feel kinda sad after. i don’t like that at all. probably also because im super introverted, so i don’t really enjoy big social interactions, and every time im with her there are like 10 more people around. she’s very extroverted, so yeah

I was just telling him how sad I was and miss her and that dumbass wrote her, she doesn't even know him. what the fuck I'm supposed to do now😭

should I text her that don't take it seriously he's messing around or I should let her know this tmr at school?

or I should js let it go pretending idk anything😭

ion think she's into me either😭

it’s been 3 days since she texted me, n I ain’t texting her either. last time I saw her in person was 5 days ago. I never approached her fr, never showed any signs, n she didn’t either. lowk terrified to show anything cuz I feel like I got no chance.

but I think Abt her all the time, and cannot stop thinking. she's the second strong crush I ever had as ion usually fell for anyone and ts hurts too much.

she’s going to college next month n I’m still a junior… ion think she’ll ever be mine.

it’s been 3 days since she texted me, n I ain’t texting her either. last time I saw her in person was 5 days ago. I never approached her fr, never showed any signs, n she didn’t either. lowk terrified to show anything cuz I feel like I got no chance.

but I think Abt her all the time, and cannot stop thinking. she's the second strong crush I ever had as ion usually fell for anyone and ts hurts too much.

she’s going to college next month n I’m still a junior… ion think she’ll ever be mine.