I am 10 years on t now and recently started really desiring to be penetrated in the front hole. Maybe I worked through my sexual trauma so I am in a better space? Idk just wanted to ask if other people feel this way?

I was raped, molested, physically, psychologically and mentally abused as a child by older boys and men as a child. I have gotten help but it's hard and I feel like porn and masturbation is the way for me to take back my control, sexuality, and power. I am not gay but have fantasies of being penetrated. I have so much hate in my heart from the adults who did not stand up for me and for my parents for being absent and oblivious. The shame and guilt I carried for decades when I felt my body betrayed me and when I could not stand up for myself. Just wanted to post this and get it off my chest and ask for advice and prayer.

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Hello, I am a young man. Growing up, my aunt would ALWAYS say a men can never forget his first baby momma. My parents got separated and I have seen my dad date multiple women over the years. However, I noticed his heart is always in my mom. He still has wedding pics and never really say anything bad about her. He had so many gfs. But he always had hope to get back with my mom in a way that my mom never acted. His new gf has an ex hubby who lives in the same town but she NEVER sees him and does not want to do anything with him. I know if my mom was living in the same town, my dad would show up for her.

This q can be answered by anyone, really. Any observations or realizations. I don't have kids so I don't know this feeling that ppl told me.

PS I have asked my dad this q and he just gives a simple response like she is your mom. But he is not the best in expressing his thoughts. Thanks! :)