Does it always come back?
I’ve been pretty happy for the last six months, we lowered my meds and it seemed to be good. I got sad last week, one day I won’t get out of bed and the next I’ll be productive. Today I did nothing then drove around when it got dark for three hours and just cried the whole time. Maybe it’s because I’m unemployed and have nothing to do but it didn’t bother me before. I was thinking there wasn’t actually anything wrong with me and that all the doctors were wrong but now I feel bad again. But I don’t know if it’s because I’m bipolar or I’m just sad. When I was happy I missed being sad but now that I’m sad I’m so scared that I’m never going to accomplish anything real because at some point I’ll just get sad and give up. Idk I just wanted to tell someone because Im lonely