I feel like my partner doesn’t quite understand the severity of some things that have happened. He’s on the spectrum so I understand it’s difficult to for him to empathise. But I also find it hard to to explain why.
Some people say they’re healed and others say it will always be an ongoing process.
Been having ifs therapy for 1,5 years now, and in total 5 years of therapy. I know my system, can be in self quite easily (when not overwhelmed), did some unburdenings. But my old triggers and coping mechanisms are all still there. I do feel triggered a little less and most of the time my coping mechanisms are less extreme, but sometimes they’re just as extreme as they used to be. Should I expect it to ever go away? From time to time it makes me want to give up and go back to my old toxic life.
Anyone experience with Atlantis truffles?
Last time I took 10 grams and barely had any effects (female - 55kg). I was very scared of what was about to come though as I've had multiple bad trips (cannot give into the fear).
Should I just up the dosage to 15 grams straight away?