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I recently went deep into Gnosticism and it is driving me madd..

If everything we know ,the universe, dimensions, angels, spirit guides, light beings, heavens, hells, archons is all still part of the Demiurge's creation, then who am I really?

If I am not my body. My mind is part of the construct. Even my soul was apparently created by the Demiurge. So what's left?

Is the divine spark within me actually me or just a fragment of Sophia that got trapped here? If I manage to escape this matrix, who exactly is doing the escaping? Is there even a me to escape?

How do we even escape? why would any soul come to this trap knowingly?

Also curious about the microcosm/macrocosm angle ,what if the Gnostic cosmology maps directly onto human biology? Demiurge as the reptilian/limbic brain. Prefrontal cortex as the divine. Archons as the nervous system maintaining control. Garden of Eden as higher consciousness.

Is it possible they are just trying to explain our biology through these allegories?
or it could be both?

Has anyone experienced a constant energy field around their body that moves on its own 24/7 ?

I've had this for a while now and I'm trying to find others who've experienced something similar and learn more about it. The best way I can describe it:

• There's something around me that rotates and shifts shape on its own
• it responds to my intention — I can change its rotation or movement consciously -The speed of the rotation increases when I focus on it or when i relax/meditate
• Other times it moves completely independently
• It sometimes feels like light or energy tracing patterns in the air around my hands
• It's always present, regardless of my mental state
• I feel like my vibration is so high and socializing is often draining and people are magnetized towards me

I've looked into kundalini awakening, toroidal fields, Merkabah/Light body activation . some of it overlaps but nothing describes this exactly.

Are these symptoms of kundalini awakening or any thing else?

I am just trying to understand what I am experiencing. if anyone else experienced same, please help

Has anyone experienced a constant energy field around their body that moves on its own 24/7 ?

I've had this for a while now and I'm trying to find others who've experienced something similar and learn more about it. The best way I can describe it:

• There's something around me that rotates and shifts shape on its own
• it responds to my intention — I can change its rotation or movement consciously -The speed of the rotation increases when I focus on it or when i relax/meditate
• Other times it moves completely independently
• It sometimes feels like light or energy tracing patterns in the air around my hands
• It's always present, regardless of my mental state
• i feel like my vibration is so high and socializing is often draining and people are magnetized towards me

I've looked into kundalini awakening, toroidal fields, Merkabah activation . some of it overlaps but nothing describes this exactly.

Are these symptoms of kundalini awakening or any thing else?

I am just trying to understand what I am experiencing. if anyone else experience same, please help