u/dissociatedxx

Im so fucking sad. Im so fucking jealous.

I wish i could have a geunine irl father figure, without it being sexual or weird at all.

I've never had one or been close to having one irl tho, only had fucked up attachments to ppl i view as father figures and they dont give a single shit abt me.

Even online, which isn't the same ofc but still its all sexual like wtf. And even if I somehow get lucky and meet someone I think isn't a p3rv they either eventually are or just ghost me which is even worse.

And even though I want a father figure irl, i kinda know it would never really work out as they're still not my real dad so idek atp.