Got ghosted after 8 years and also got called ugly
Finally got blocked today by him , Going through mental health issues so thought of venting here . Was in relationship with someone for 8 freaking years from teenage to early adulthood. Literally grew up in that relationship, guy was several years older in his twenties while I was just a kid . Wouldn’t go much into details of it but it was very toxic and emotional,mental and verbally abusive relationship , he’d compare me to any girls, he’d laid his eyes on ,rate me to his friends but would never leave me or let me leave him , giving me fake promises to change and also give sewerslide threats if I dare leave him , I was a dumb c\*\*\* to think he’d change but never . Anyways he ghosted me literally mid conversation on call while screaming and shouting that how’ ugly’ I am and he could do better , not even a bye ! . Literally cut me off mid sentence! Tried to reach out a lot after ,even to his friends but no response ! I’m kinda relieved he left but excruciatingly upset that he left me that way and didn’t even think I was worth just a …… bye?!
The worst part he didn’t even block me immediately he blocked me like after a month , A MONTH !! like a whole complete month !! , while posting pics of him with his friends , them going on some trips and parties looking all happy while I was going through this immense emotional breakdown and was legit dissociating ! Like it didn’t even faze him a bit!? Like everything was a show, indeed it was! . Like was he blind before trying to come in relationship that I’m ugly ? Like I remember I legit asked him very initially like he can leave if I’m not his type (I was a pudgy teen with acne and was very insecure ), never forced this relationship onto him, but it was him who forced this relationship on me from the start like we aren’t even from the same city ,let alone having anything in common ! Why waste my time and yours and your resources in this relationship, if I wasn’t what you wanted ?