Gurl-😭
So long story short I went for a haircut and I got turned into Salman Khan from tere naam 😭😭 parlour wali aunty ne aise baal kaate hai ki mera cry nikal gaya 🥰 I spent 20 GODDAMN MINUTES!!! Explaining that woman what I wanted just for her to ignore everything 🥀 I don't know what to say bruh😭 if you've ever been insecure about you appearance you'd know how I feel. I've dealt with tons of insecurities. It reached a point that I would avoid looking at myself in the mirror and even if I tried to look at myself I'd just cry 🥰 shit was so bad I don't have any pictures of me from 2020-2023.
It took like a shit ton load of work for me to be able to look at myself in the mirror and not cry. Chopping my hair off in 2025 was such a confident boost for me. For the first time in years I could call myself pretty and not feel bad about it. But parlour wali aunty nerfed me 🥰 I know for some it might seem exaggerated but these were my actual experiences as a teen who would constantly compare herself with others. To be so real with y'all I don't even know why I'm writing this (I need reassurance) If I seem like a miserable freak I'm sorry y'all 😔 but I just needed to get this off my chest. If anyone has like any advice I'd be so grateful 🥲