u/auntypsychotics

We cannot be a thing for several reasons .
We’re both responsible
I don’t want to compromise your livelihood.

I cannot reach out first, ever. I’m rejection sensitive.
You can figure out a way to tell me when you see me twice a week.

Say I risked it all and let you have me, then what ?
You’ll get bored of me and I’d get hurt?
I cannot afford that, as you know.

The guilt is eating me alive because I want you to be my sugar daddy. Jk you’re not that old.

Or maybe you can just let me know that I’m not crazy and we can seek absolution together.

Your middle name is Psalm, because you are David
And I, Bathsheba.

I’m sorry. I hate how much I want you. I know it’s selfish, I know it’s sinful, I know it’ll hurt too many people, but I think I’m ready for us to touch again. I can keep a secret, I promise B!

It’s been over 2 years and the desire has just gotten stronger and stronger, I have a feeling that you are here. I have opened the door, please step through.
I know your buddy agrees, I’ve seen the way you are around me. Just know sir, if we ever happen to be at the right place at the right time, you are totally getting it. I’m sorry, I just can’t help it, if it’s so terrible then why was desire created?

It’s been over 2 years and the desire has just gotten stronger and stronger, I have a feeling that you are here. I have opened the door, please step through.
I know your buddy agrees, I’ve seen the way you are around me. Just know sir, if we ever happen to be at the right place at the right time, you are totally getting it. I’m sorry, I just can’t help it, if it’s so terrible then why was desire created?

Come find me with your no middle name having self
Let’s find you one together, just for us.
For me to call you when we merge
Like two tributaries of a river.

I don’t know if you understand

How much my flesh wants
you
But my spirit must hold back
Even though my
soul
Recognizes you

I am a person of faith and I try to fight this urge daily.
When you reach for me like a friend
I panic because I know it’ll light me on fire
I smile and try to be still.
Why don’t we rewrite that 51st song of David.

How much my flesh wants
you
But my spirit must hold back
Even though my
soul
Recognizes you

I am a person of faith and I try to fight this urge daily.
When you reach for me like a friend
I panic because I know it’ll light me on fire
I smile and try to be still.
Why don’t we rewrite that 51st song of David.

You have your 3, I have my 3.
If it weren’t so, I’d put it all on the line . Age gap and consequences be damned.